Jiley-Our Realitionship Together-Continued

Harder to deal with

James POV:
Ive heard that Riley has become studio head while Kate is away. Im proud of her. I just wish I could be there with her. Kevin is gone out with mom to do the shopping leaving me and Jess alone. I go into the sitting room.
'Jess? Can I talk to you?'
'Sure. Sit down. Whats up?'
'I just really need someone to talk to'
'Thats what Im here for'
'Well your probally wondrring about me and Riley'
'James you dont have to tell me'
'Its better if I do'
She nods.
'Well things have happened thats kinnda put us in danger. But its all calmed down and is sorted now'
'Okay'
'Anyway, one night I went out to clear my head from it all. I drank too much and one thing led to another causing me to cheat on her'
'How bad was it?'
'I slept with someone else'
'Ouch. Thats bad'
'I know. Anyway I told Riley and she didnt speak to me for days. I was rehearsing at lost and found when Riley appeared with her friend. We got into this huge fight. She told me she wanted me to leave the house'
'She kicked you out?'
I nod.
'Wow'
'So I gathered my things and moved in with my friend and his girlfriend. That night I completly trashed one of the bedrooms. I was angry at myself because I had caused it. The next morning I was hanging around and I realised that neither of us are happy. So I went to see her and told her I wanted a divorce. I asked her if it was what she wanted and she said yes. So then I moved back here and I havent seen her since. I just dont know what to do. So much has happened in such a short length of time'
She nods.
'Well thats definatly alot to take on. Theres not much that I can really say to you. I guess all I can say is that you cant loose hope just yet. Go ahead with the divorce if your sure thats what you want. But you could make the biggest mistake of your life. Just think about it'
She gets up and leaves.
This situation just gets harder and harder to deal with.
I just feel so lost.