Compilation

Quitting our sins

I know this isn't right but it feels so good. He is kissing me on the neck and has me pushed to the wall. I can feel the flame inside of us, I can feel what he is feeling. He pushes me even harder and it just makes me feel like I am in heaven. Next thing I remember is that I am laying on the bed and I see him starring out the windows to the view of the sea. Next to me is a bed table with breakfast and a red rose. I take it and smell it; it smells like paradise. He turns around all shirtless, smiles a little and says with his morning and sexy voice "Good morning, beautiful"; what a cliche. He turns back facing the window again as he finishes his coffee. I take a little sip of my orange juice and slip out of the bed to hug him from the back. He places his cup of coffee on the reading table that is to his right to quickly turn around and grab me by my waist pushing my body to his uncovered one making our eyes and lips meet. We kissed and he runs his hands up to my face making it the most sensual yet sweetest kiss I have got in ages. A kiss that says: "I don't want to let you go" yet his phone starts to ring and he runs as fast as he can to grab it.

"Good morning, my love" he answers and his face changes is a second. "I will be arriving in two hours, we just stopped to get some coffee. Can't wait to see you. I love you" He finishes the call and hangs up the phone. He looks at me and walks back to where we were standing. He grabs me again but this time pushes me into the bed and kisses all my body one last time making me feel a whole bunch of emotions, all together. But I stop him and calm myself just to contemplate all of him, his well-groomed beard and his deep blue eyes. He looks at me the way a kid looks at a candy and pulls my hair back my hear and says "I love you, you are driving me so crazy" to what I softly chuckled. I love him too. He sat down on the bed and took his shirt that was on the corner of the bed and starts buttoning it as I see his back and all his muscles flex. "I'm going to get back home to Anna, this whole gateway has me hungry of more," he says biting his lips while he looks at me putting my heels on.

D-Well, I think this is the last one you get- I say softly as I look myself in the mirror while putting my earrings. 

M-Don't we have another one planned for next week?-Michael says all surprised.

D-Michael, this is a good bye.-I say now putting some red lipstick on.

M-What are you saying?-He goes to where I was standing and grabs me by my arms and on his eyes, I could see anger but most of all sadness.

D-You didn't have the balls to end up things with a wife you don't love anymore and I love you, but I won't be sticking around because I love me more than this.-Some tears started to go down my face. I removed his hand from my arms and place mine on his face and said crying- I love you, Michael, I love you and only you. But I can't work with you and know that she is sleeping with you, and she is also my boss so I have to put a face when I know I'm the one you are in love with and the one sleeping with her husband. Haven't you realized what we are? We are all sparks...

M-But Diana...- He was trying to interrupt me

D-But nothing, I don't know how to handle it; I don't know how to handle the unnoticeable touches; you putting your hand next to mine on the elevator; the looks you give me. Remember the other day when I was showing you two the project I just wanted to present in the meeting, you were right behind me and I could see your eyes dying for me, looking at my reflection. I can work with you when all I want to do is rip your shirt off. I'm quitting the job and I'm living the country tomorrow morning; it's all been set up. I love you so much, I want a life with you, I don't want to be the other. Goodbye Mike- I gave him a kiss and left out the door knowing that it was not going to be the last time I saw him.