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"You scared the shit out of us" Alicia said
"No I can't.... I can't" I kept saying and everyone looked worried at me
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I couldn't fall asleep again... I was so tired but everytime I tried to close my eyes all I could see was blood and dead birds...
I don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore
Everyone agreed to just take the rest of the day free so some went to sleep and some were still outside just watching the sky. I didn't want to go outside and I was thankful that no one tried to make me go outside or eat anything
Or even talk to me ...
"Hey" a voice said and I turned around to see Natalie
Talk to soon?
"Hi" I smiled
"I know you want to be alone right now and I completely get it, but I couldn't go to bed without making sure you were ok first. You were really upset, before" she said quietly
"That is very kind of you Natalie thank you and don't worry... I'm fine totally "
"No you are not... I mean anyone can see that you are not. But it's ok to believe that you are, I guess"
"Yes... I know" I sighed
"Right... Ok I'll leave you then" she said and stood up
"Thank you for coming to check on me..." I said and she nodded
"It was rely nothing.. oh and just so you know..." she said and got a bit closer to me
"No one killed these birds... after you left nobady utter a sound or even dared to touch them. Until Klaus went towards them and scared them away..." she smiled and left
Of course he did... I thought, although I couldn't help but smile
Some hours later when it was dinner time Violet came towards me
"Caroline... are you feeling any better?" She asked me
"Yes I do" I answered her
"Better enough to eat?" She said quietly
"Violet..." I muttered
"Yes I know you don't want to eat anything, but you have to...Come on I'll feed you like you used to feed Fay"
"Violet... thank you for caring but I seriously don't want to eat anything..." I explained
"Well if you insist... just whatever you need I'll be outside" she smiled and I offered her a small smile back
When she left I opened my bag and I saw the book that I had with me for the journey
I have totally forgot about it...
It was a book with poems by William Blake.
I opened it and started reading
A Divine Image
Cruelty has a human heart,
And Jealousy a human face,
Terror the human form divine,
And Secresy the human dress.
The human dress is forged iron,
The human form a fiery forge,
The human face a furnace sealed,
The human heart its hungry gorge.
I really like reading these things and William blake is one of my favourites poets
Each word has its own meaning, a deep meaning
"Oh my god caroline just snap out of it" a voice said and I jumped in surprise
"What the hell Vio. You scared the hell out of me" I said and she looked at me with that weird look that said 'seriously now-_-'
"Are you kidding me? I'm standing right in front of you, snapping my fingers and calling your name for the past five minutes" she said
Oh... oops
"Really... I didn't even hear you come in... let alone see your fingers" she shook her head
"Come outside to take some air" she said
"I don't want to go outside I'm perfectly fine here by myself" I said
"It wasn't a question young lady" she smiled and I rolled my eyes
She is so stubborn
"Whatever" I scoffed
We got outside and thank god almost everyone had already finished their dinner and they were going inside already
"Come on" Violet said and went towards the table
"I'll just go and sit over there on the grass" I said and she nodded
"Have it your way. I'm grateful you left your bed"
I was sitting there for half and hour and almost everyone was inside
"May I sit?" Klaus asked me and I just shook my head
"Do what you want. It's not like you are waiting for an answer"
"True... So... why are outside alone... again?" He asked me
"Just thinking" I answered
"Look umm, about today... I'm ... I'm sorry if we pushed your limits" he said and I looked suprised
"As suprised as I am hearing you saying sorry to me, I don't really wanna talk about it" I said quickly
"Caroline I know it's not easy for you, but believe me I know how you f-"
"No Klaus... don't you dare act like you know what I'm feeling, cause you don't... and you never will. I have my own problems and you can't do anything about it" I interrupted him and he stopped
"Do you know what my mother used to tell me when I was just a little boy?" He asked after some minutes of silence and I sighed
"What?..."
"She used to tell me that... when it rains, look for rainbows and when it's dark, look for stars" he told me and I turned to look at him surprised yet again
He wasn't looking back at me. On the contrary he was staring right ahead. But he did turn his head towards me for a minute and then he got up and left, leaving me alone with the stars...
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