October 5, 2016
Dear you,
I found ways to forget about you for a longer period of time. The answer is to occupy myself with things I love to do (like reading good books or concentrating on my studies)
It's only now that I remember to write you a letter. Perhaps these feelings won't go away and all I have to do is lock em up. I think my life is far from perfect. But to tell you the truth, you're the only one that makes sense to me. And now that you left, nothing makes sense.
I made it to myself to just live with it. I can't do anything any more. Still, I love you.
Love,
M
October 17, 2016
Dear you,
I'm not sure if last night was a dream. It has been a long time before I saw you again. It was timely. The Mass was all about Praying and not giving up and I believed in that. Then you showed up, like the full moon in a season of Rain, at a time of the storm, and I've been looking for you. The clouds concealed you for a long time as it cried.
I just finished serving and reading and I needed to do things. But I stopped for a while in my tracks when I saw you. I had to ignore you. But the pain my chest was growing and I'd rather be scourged to death than to see those dull eyes.
The fire of love in your eyes vanished and you chose to ignore me. I couldn't read your mind. Maybe you didn't want to see me. You looked annoyed while I looked silly. Don't worry. I'll try not to feel anything for you. In fact, I claim it, I have NO feelings left for you.
But I miss you. I was glad you came back. Maybe you came back for God and that's okay. In fact, that's exactly what I wanted you to do. I always wanted what's best for you and that is coming back to HIM.
I just don't know how to feel. I hate feeling.
Love,
M
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