Dear you,
It's been three years? I'm not sure but it's a long time. I don't understand myself. I need to admit that I was in love with someone else before. But it's frightening to think that you were already in my mind and I kept on questioning myself why I was thinkin of you. Why do you always appear in my head? I was forcing myself to daydream about that guy but it's you who was easy to think of. Also, I was startled every time I dream of you. I don't understand. I was trying to dream about him but you're the one appearing in my dreams. Were you thinking of me? Do you ever dream about me, too?
I first thought of you when I noticed how quiet and shy you were. You were sitting on top of the pews no matter how tall you are.
My first dream about you was you helping me. In that dream, I fell to my knees and got a wound. You gave me your hand and carried me to another place. You sat me down and sat beside me (to my left). You yelled for a first aid kit and placed your hand on my waist. I leaned on your shoulder and when the medicine came, you started taking care of me. I know I wasn't too much into you back then. I still don't understand why.
You then behaved differently. You were awkward. Maybe, it all started when I was smiling. That time, I saw my crush and smiled at anyone, including you. Then, you smiled back and that's when it started.
I thought it was nothing but I began feeling a loud heartbeat. Then, during the Family Night and A Sacerdotal Anniversary, you began to make me confused. There are just so many memories... But at least I remember how it all started.
Love,
M
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RomanceBased on true story, I decided to share my most personal letters (although, you will NEVER know the name of guy). I know I make a lot of mistakes and I am not proud of them but hopefully you can learn from it. Taken fresh from my box of letters, he...
