The Boys P.O.V.
Luke:
"Back in highschool we used take slow, redlipstick on and high-heeled steletos. Got a job downtown working the servo, had me waiting in line I couldn't even let go."
It's been 2 years since I started growing feelings for Y/N. We've been friends since before I could remember, but she's also had feelings for my best mate Calum. I mean I understand why, He's good looking, funny, has an outstanding voice, I can completly understand why she's head over heels for him. But nobody has any idea how much it hurts to see how she looks at him. I'm going to hang out with her today, I'm going to pick her up from her job at the gas station and we're going to go see a movie. I get to her job and what do I see, she's standing outside with her boyfriend. I get out to greet them and she starts to explain herself "Hey Luke, I hope you don't mind but I invited Calum along, but he got really bored and it kind of just popped up." She said shurgging. I put on my usual fake smile and say "No worries why wouldn't I want my best friend with us, lets go." I say, I shove my hands in my pockets as I get into the car. Of course they both sit in the back, right next to each other, right in my line of sight, exactly where I can see them hold hands, snuggle, and play around like the cute couple I wish Y/N, and I were. "Luke, dude you okay you look pale." Calum says I look at him in the rear-view-mirror, " Yeah I'm fine just in deep thought." I say lying to them yet again. I just kept my eyes on the road pretending I couldn't see anything going on, I don't have the will power to let go, and maybe I never will.
Calum:
Back in highschool, we used to make up plans, called you up one day to meet split ends.
"Hey Y/N, its Calum! Um I know we haven't talked in about a year or so, but I'd really like to get together, and talk. If your up for it just give me a call back. Uh yeah bye." I hang up the phone and sigh. I was such an idiot back than. I just had to let her go for some stupid reason. Now she probably has a boyfriend off at her new college, and wants nothing to do with me. That wasn't the real me back than. I'm a changed man, I've matured. But what can I do? I told her to go find someone who cares about her problems, so that's probably what she did. Ugh but I can't stop thinking about her. There has to be something I can do. That's it! I'll go to her school and talk it over with her, if she won't consider taking me back as her boyfriend maybe she'll consider us being just friends.
Ashton:
"Your just a little bit out of my limit. Been two years and you haven't even seen the best of me."
Why do we have to be on such different levels? Why does she have to be on the top of the pyramid while I'm stuck at the bottom. Why do social difference have to determine your thoughts on a person. I've been tutoring Y/N for two years in math, but she thinks of me as a tutor. Just her tutor. Her friends don't even know about me, she's to embarrassed to have a tutor so she says. I just think she doesn't want them to know its a reject like me. "So if you carry the one and put it to the 4th power you get... 2,437 right?" She asks trying to answer the last problem on her homework. "Yup your doing great! Now on to the next one." I say flipping the page for her. "Ashton my brain hurts can we please take a break?" She asks looking me straight in the eye. Her eyes are so pretty I can hardly speak. "Y-yeah sure." I say looking down not capable of looking her in her eyes anymore. "Great!" She pulls out her phone going through her social media not even paying attention to me. I sigh and sit back in my chair. I just sit there thinking, "Why can't she just try to see me for who I am?"
Michael:
"In my mind now I've been over this a thousand times."
I've been over thinking this for too long. Get your head in the game Clifford! You've never had trouble with girls before, shy let this one stop you? "Because this one isn't like the other girls" my conscience tells me. "She's level headed, kind, optimistic, just what you need and you've never had to deal with what you need before only what you want. Only having to deal with the pretty faces not really paying attention to what's beneath the surface. Now that you have to deal with it, you just dont know what to do." I sigh and face palm myself. Why don't I just tell her how I feel? Its a few simple words "Y/N I've had feelings for you these past few months." Its that simple, just walk up to her and say it, or even call her to tell her. But no matter how much I think about it I can't urge myself to do it. "Your afraid of rejection, with the others you knew they wouldn't turn you down. But Y/N your just not so sure." My conscience tells me again. You know what I'm done comparing her her to other girls. Just get up, pick up the phone and call her! But no matter how much I tell myself to do it. That little voice in the back of my head just keeps giving me reasons not to.
A/N sorry it took me literally forever to update this guys! But remember I still do requests!
