I can actually focus in my classes for once. Even though everything is worse, I feel the most normal. The only bad thing in the classrooms is Ava's empty seat, but no matter how hard I try, I can't feel sadness or worry. Jack will save her and she'll be fine. With everything lately, something's gotta go right. And this is gonna be it, I feel it. When my classes are over, I head to the campus grounds. I basically just walk around and look at the flowers. No one else is outside. The air feels cold too. I rub my arms, feeling a cool breeze. I decide to go back to my dorm soon after. It's empty. "Cherry left. Without leaving a note." I sigh sadly. I shake it off and shower and change.
After that I just sit on the couch, watching boring tv. Nothing good is ever on anymore. Entertainment is hard to find nowadays. Plus I used to spend all my free time with Jack so now the minutes feel like hours. Everything is so boring and i'm always so tired. The only thing I can focus on is homework. I finish it in minutes and then sit with nothing to do. Normally i'd be out at a movie tonight, leaning against Jack. Even if we could see each other, we couldn't do anything normal.
Maybe I should take a nap. I toss the remote down after turning off the tv and walk to my room. After pulling my curtains over the window, I lay on my bed and close my eyes. When I wake up, it's almost pitch black outside. My clock reads 9:58. "Cherry!" I yell. Nothing. "Is she still gone?" I ask myself. "I hope she's okay. Maybe should go look for her. Who am I kidding, she's an assassin and a thief, she's fine." I shrug and lay back down. "Bedtime anyway."
I fall asleep for awhile. when I wake up again it's just after three AM. I was awoken by pain. When I sit up, I my head starts pounding and I feel extremely nauseous. I look at my bed and see something dark all over my sheets. When I run my fingers over the sheet, I feel wetness. Then another way of nausea comes over me. I run to the bathroom and throw up. Then I feel even more pain in my stomach region. I lift my shirt to see a giant cut that's stitched closed. I feel lightheaded and puke again. The last thing I see is red before I pass out.
