Angel's Wings

He's Not Where He's Supposed To Be

   "I don't understand why you don't just come with me." I said as I pulled a shirt out of my closet and slipped it on. 

   "I don't understand why you don't just stay home with me." Y/N said. She sat in my shirt, underwear, and knee high socks. 

   I placed my hand under her chin. "Because, babe, it's called having a little fun."  

   She held onto my hand with her own. "We could have some fun... I brought Lilo and Stitch on dvd." She said using this voice of her's that sounds so sweet and innocent, like she was little girl.

   I laughed a little, then went to get my jacket, but she pulled me back by my hand. Next thing I knew she was up on her knees kissing me. 

   I wrapped my arm around her then leaned forward, laying her on her back. She quickly flipped us and straddled me. 

   She placed a hand on either side of my head on the mattress. "Is this not fun?" She asked using that same innocent voice.

   "Darling, everything is fun with you. Yet I said I'd met the boys there."

   "Oh please those boys can go fuck each other, don't go. Last time you came back and reeked of alcohol. These parties are no good." 

   I sat up, putting my arm around to keep her from falling, and tucking her hair behind her ear. "Sometimes I think you forget I'm no good." 

   "You are the nicest guy I have met."

   "Because I try to be that for you. I'd go to the ends of the earth for you, but you'd go to the ends of the universe for me. You don't even try."

   "You always talk like things are black and white, and you're always on the wrong side. Why can't you just know that I love you and know you are perfect in my eyes?"

   "You love me?" She had never said that before.

   She looked down, as her cheeks turned pink.

   "I love you too." I wrapped my arm around her and pulled her close. She buried her head into my chest.

   We stayed like that for a minute until she sat up. "You're going to be late." 

   "I thought you didn't want me to go?" 

   "Just go have some fun alright?" She smiled.

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   The party was already live and well by the time I got there, and the guys were nowhere to be found. 

   I stepped in and music's volume multiplied by ten. There were sweaty teens everywhere. I walked through all of it and helped myself to a cup of punch. I could tell from the first sip it was spiked, but I didn't really care.

   A girl came up to other side of the table. She winked at me, meanwhile I just rolled my eyes. 

   I continued to search for the guys, but eventually decided that they did as Y/N said and went to go fuck each other. 

   I was just about to leave when someone grabbed my shoulder I was pushed against a wall. I was face to face with girl from earlier. 

   Next thing I knew her lips were on mine. I immediately pushed her off, but it was too late.

   "Ryan, what the hell do you think you're doing?" I looked to the side to see Chad, one of the guys I was supposed to meet. "That's my girl."

   "She-" I started, but I was cut off my the girl.