~Camara~
He slowly caressed my thighs as he looked at me with that irresistable smile of his. I never knew how attractive Adarius was until now. He was gentle when it came to me. His whole thug image disappeared when he came around me. The fact that he protected from that guy truly showed me that he cared. Only guy that has ever cared about me was Dauntrel until that whole cheating situation.
I sighed softly to myself not trying to think about that awful day. Adarius stopped caressing my thighs and looked at me. He used to fingers to lift my chin up so I was looking directly into his eyes. He made me forget about the situation that I was thinking about. My mind became a sudden blur and out of nowhere I kissed him. He looked at me in awe when I pulled away after I figured out what I had just done.
"Oh shit....I'm sorry. I didn't mean to"
"Nah it's cool....you just caught me off guard. But Camara....I'm not the type of guy for you"
When he said that, I could feel my whole heart drop to the bottom of my stomach. I could feel tears beginning to form in my eyes but I held them back. I felt like a stupid girl in that moment. Stupid enough to kiss someone who wasn't even interested in me in the first place.
"Why do you say that?" I asked without holding the question back.
"Because I've done some bad things in my past that might catch up to me now. I don't want you getting caught up in the gang life with me. It's just not right"
"I guess so....sorry again about the kiss. Where's your bathroom?" I could feel the tears beginning to blur my vision up a bit. I didn't want him to see how the whole situation had on me. I get emotional sometimes and it could be with the littlest things such as this. He pointed down the hall. I nodded and went that way as fast as I could.
He didn't look up from the ground when I dashed off to use the bathroom. Luckily the tears didn't start pouring down like rain until I got into the bathroom. I closed the door silently and sat on the edge of the tub.
"Stupid...Stupid....fucking stupid Camara!" I mumbled to myself almost yelling out loud. I put head down wanting to just lie out on the floor and slowly fade away.
[Flashback]
I couldn't wait to see Dauntrel today. It was our one year anniversary today and I know he had a lot of things planned for me today. I loved him dearly and so did my mom. He made me feel like I was the only girl in the world after he cleaned up his act. We stayed strong since then and I was glad to be back with him again.
As the school day began to wind down, I was getting anxious. I couldn't wait to run to him and kiss him all over the place. I haven't seen him all day which was a strange thing. Espeically since it was anniversay but it didn't bother me none. Once the bell rang, I leaped out of my chiar and ran down the hall and out the main doors.
I was confused for a minute when I didn't see his car. I got worried but then he came pulling up to where I was standing. He gave me one of his charming smiles and I smiled back. Once he got out of the car I immediately attacked him with kisses. He was enjoying every single one of them. As I was hugging him a tight bear hug, I noticed a guy staring from afar.
He was kind of short and had tanned like skin. I was a bit freaked out by the way he was staring over here just glaring. His eyes seemed souless and he had a number on his shirt that I couldn't quite figure out what it was. I pulled away from Dauntrel and turned him towards that direction. He looked at me like I was crazy and laughed.
"Camara....are you feeling okay babe?"
"Yes I'm perfectly fine but I know that guy was standing there just watching us....mainly you"
"Don't worry about it...it's probably just some creep who wants you or soemthing"
He laugehd once more but I didn't think a person staring like he was about to do something dangerous was a laughing manner. I then got into the car and we drove off. He took me to the finest restaurant in New York called "Per Se" It was expensive but he always loved spending money on me.
The night almost felt like a faitytale out of a book. It was beyond perfect. I could feel myself falling for Dauntrel even more. He was so perfect to me. Maybe a little to perfect at times. I smiled and he smiled. As we ate, a photographer came by and took our picture. I wasn't really a picture person but this was night worth remembering. He kissed my hand then took out a box. I was a little bit nervous about what was inside but I played it cool.
"Camara...I know I've made a mistake in the past and I'm sorry I even did it because it was not worth losing you over. I really love you and I want you to be mines forever and always. Will you marry me?"
When he opened the box, there was a big ass diamond ring inside. I almost fainted when he asked the question. My heart began to race and I looked at him. I nodded my head almost frantically.
"Yes...Yes! I will marry you!" The whole restaurant began to clap and I was in tears. I didn't think he would ever pop the big question but our love was growing stronger and stronger everyday. I could see myself spening a lifetime with this guy.
[Flashback Ends]
I don't know how, but I ended up deadass on the cold tiled floor. My eyes were red and watery. I used the small towel hanging from the rack and wet it with water. I was overheating a bit so I soaked it in cold water then wiped my face off with it. A knock at the door startled me and the towel fell into the sink.
"Camara! You good shawty?"
"Yes I'm fine...I'll be out in a minute."
"Aight. You got me worried for a bit. You've been in here for an hour"
"Sorry was in deep thought for a minute"
"Well I made us sandwiches if you want one"
"Cool...thanks" I heard him walk off and continued to wipe my face off with the towel before fixing myself up and going back out there.
