she was shattered, broken, self-conscious and lonely. she was emotionally damaged.
if you look in her eyes you could see the pain, the misery and a dark hole...a dark hole that swallowed her and and doesn't want to let her go. if you look at her ar...
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-Rose-
They talk too much. They say alot of things, things that drive me insane.
Make it stop.
Voices fighting in my head.
Make it stop.
Am I going crazy? I'm starting to hear voices now?
Make it stop. They don't stop.
It's killing me. THEY are killing me. I can't take this.
Make it stop.
This is too much, I can't breathe.
I can't take it. Make it stop.
'you're nothing'
'you're not important'
'you will stay here forever'
'you can't get away from him'
'He's right about everything he says'
'Nobody cares about you'
'You're weak'
Make.It.Stop.
Nothing works. Music's loud in my room, I can still hear them. Even speaking loudly doesn't work, no happy thoughts. Nothing is freaking working.
I can't deal with this.
I rushed out of my room slamming the door behind me and entered the bathroom, that's when I broke down.
Tears coming down my cheeks fast, the voices are getting louder and louder every second of every minute, screaming so many things, my head is killing me.
I banged my head on the wall. Pain rushing through my skull and then my whole body, but I keep going. Then again. Then again. And again. Until I feel the blood dripping from my forehead, so I stop.
And there I was, standing in my bathroom with tears running down my face, blood dripping from my forehead to the floor, and yet these goddamn voices still don't stop, I can still hear them loud and clear in my fucked up mind.
I reached into the pocket of my pajama pants, and grabbed my phone and dialed the number of the only person I know, who can at least try and help me.
It's ringing...
"Hello, there my friend from another continent" Her voice sounded so chirpy.
"T-Tiffany.." I started.
"Hey, hey what's wrong? Did something happen? Are you okay? Talk to me Rose" Her voice changed from chirpy, to concerned and worried in a split second.
"Help m-me please, Make them stop Tiffany please, make them s-stop I can't b--"
