Sweet as Suga ( suga x reader)

Chapter 11

Yoongi<3: Who in the hell jumped you?

You read the text about five times before you realized he knew that he actually knew, you weren't exactly sure but you had a feeling Hoseok probably called him. It wasn't exactly hard to put the pieces together that you got jumped after someone saw your face, a knock on your bedroom door frightened you. "Sweetheart, can I come in?" it was your mom. "Yeah" she came in her eyes were swollen she was obviously crying, your mom was always like that, she would cry every time something really bad happened to you like that time you broke your leg from falling down the stairs. "Hey, I'm really worried about you, please you have to tell me what happened" you didn't want to tell her but then again you wanted to burst out into tears and tell her everything. " While I was walking to the bus stop, some girls tried to mug me and I said I didn't have anything so they beat me up" you lied, if you told her this was all over a boy and that it happened at school you'd probably never see Yoongi ever again. "Were those girls from your school?" your mom asked in a serious tone, you shook your head no in response. "Well-" before she could finish her sentence her phone rang "Ugh, it's work we'll talk about this later" she said as she walked out the door. You then laid on your bed and looked at text message one more time and thought about how you were going to explain it to him tomorrow, you went so deep into your thoughts you didn't realize that you had drifted off to sleep.

Dream

You're in the school cafeteria, "What am I doing here?" you ask yourself quietly. You then realize you are holding your phone in your hand, you were having a conversation with Yoongi, you read the messages. You realize something different about Yoongi's profile name, it no longer has a heart after it. This little detail starts to worry you

Yoongi: Hey

Me: Hey

Yoongi: I have a confession to make

Me: What is it?

Yoongi: Where are you right now I wanna tell you in person

Me: In the school cafeteria

Yoongi: Ok I'll be there

Your heart rate started to speed up, you wondered what he was going to say to you "Hey" you heard a voice from behind you. You turned around to see Yoongi standing right behind you, you smiled at him but your smile quickly faded when you saw Jae Eun standing next to him while holding his hand. You furrowed your eyebrows due to anger and confusion, "W-why is she here?" you tried to sound confident but deep inside you were scared to death of what was going to happen if you stayed in this spot. "Y/N I-" Yoongi was about to say something until Jae Eun cut him off "He's with me now and we're in love" she said with an evil smirk on her face. This you couldn't believe, you had to hear him say it, you couldn't believe her until he said it "Y-Yoongi......is this true, do you love her?" you said trying to hold back your tears. "Yes" he didn't hesitate to say it he said if not almost immediately after you asked him. It felt as if someone had ripped your heart out and shredded it right in front of you, you were speechless, you tried to turn around and walk away but when you turned you saw the same group of girls that jumped standing there laughing at you. You felt tears start to swell up in your eyes, you felt your knees get weak, you fell down on to the floor. Someone was right in front of you, it was Yoongi, you looked up at him with tears running down your face. He then pointed at you and started laughing at you just like everybody else, you could feel you heart breaking, shattering, turning into nothing, it was no more, you were no more.

End of dream

You finally wake up from that horrible nightmare with tears in your eyes, you put your hand on your heart and tried to catch your breath. You hear a knock on your door, "Sweetie, are you awake?" you quickly wipe your tears "Yes mom, you can come in" she enters the room with a cup of tea in her hand. She then sits on the side of your bed and hands it to you "Y/N, I want you to stay home for the day then you can go to school tomorrow okay." you take a sip of your tea then nod your head in response. "I wish I could stay home with you but sadly I could take off of work" she says with a worried look "It's okay mom, I'll be fine" you say with a warm smile, she returns the smile then exits the room and goes to work. You haul yourself out of bed and look in the mirror, your bruises were still a little purple and the splits on your mouth, eyebrow, and chin were healing but to be honest you didn't look as bad as you did yesterday. You brushed your teeth, put some more ointment on your injuries then went down stairs. You heard the doorbell, "Who could that be?" you asked yourself, when you opened the door it was Yoongi. You quickly closed the door or at least you tried but Yoongi stopped it with his hand and stepped into your house without any warning. You stood there wide eyed then turned away and tried to hide your face but it was no use he had already seen it "Tell me" he started to speak in a low tone "Who did this to you?" you stayed silent. "WHO DID IT Y/N!!!" you jumped at the volume his voice had risen to but you still didn't say a word "If you can't tell me who then at least tell me why" he calmed back down. You looked at him and you could see the worry and sadness in his whole expression, it broke your heart to see him worry like this "It was Jae Eun and some other girls from school" you said almost in a whisper but loud enough for him to hear you. "I'll kill them" he said while balling his fist up "Yoongi, don't say that""Do you at least why they did this to you?" he said trying to contain his anger, you stayed silent, you were too afraid to tell him that the reason they jumped was because of him. If he knew that you were afraid he would leave you "Y/N, tell me, why?" he insisted, you had to tell him you couldn't  keep it to yourself "Jae Eun, she texted me saying she knew, at the time I didn't know it was her" you stopped because of the fiery anger in Yoongi's face but you then looked away and continued explaining "She said to meet her behind the school, so I went expecting to have a civilized conversation but that wasn't what she had in mind. I know this isn't what you want to hear it but she did this because we--""Because of me, because of us" Yoongi cut you off. You both stayed silent for a while, "What should we do?" you asked Yoongi, breaking the silence. He didn't say anything at first but he then turned to you "We should break up"