Sweet as Suga ( suga x reader)

Chapter 17

Y/N's POV

          "I love you" he whispered as he gazed into your e/c eyes holding you tightly around your waist.  Your hand made its way to the back of his neck and your lips made their way to his, you kissed him passionately.  You would never leave this room.  You would never leave this moment.  You would never leave him.  He had you and you had him.  He was yours and you were his.  You were at peace until she slipped into your mind.  Yes, Yoongi had told her off but she was his first love and Yoongi was still effected at the sight of her.  You backed away from the kiss in a rush, "What's wrong?" Yoongi asked with a face full of confusion.  If you told him that you worried about her, he would get mad at you, "We're going to be late for class" you lied.  "You didn't care about that a second ago" he gave you a smirk "Well, I do now" you protested "C'mon Y/N what's really going on?" he grabbed your hand leading you closer to him.  "I told you, we're going to be late" you continued on with the lie, your heart speeding up a little due to Yoongi giving you a stern look obviously not buying into your white lie.  You stayed silent and looked down at your feet, "Okay.  You don't wanna tell me what's really going on?" you didn't answer "Is it because I told you I loved you?" you looked up at him but you immediately looked right back down, "Alright, fine Y/N" those were his final words before he left the room.  A deep sigh escaped your lips out of both disappointment and relief, you were disappointed in the fact that your stupid mind had ruined such a beautiful moment and that you didn't even get a chance to say "I love you" to Yoongi but it was a relief because he didn't drill you.  You slowly walked to your class with your head lowered  and like the clumsy girl you were of course you bumped into someone causing both you and the other person to fall.  "Oh, I'm so sorry" you hadn't looked yet but the owner of the voice had such a melodic voice, it obviously belonged to a girl no doubt and it was only reasonable to assume that this girl was just as beautiful as her voice.  "No, its totally my fault I wasn't paying attention to where I was going.  Plus I'm super cl--" when you looked up the girl was definitely pretty and she was also the same girl who broke Yoongi's heart and was the same girl you were very much fearful of.  "No, it isn't your fault.  I can be clumsy myself" she chuckled, you gave her a small but very fake smile "Hey, do you know where this room is?" she asked as she pointed to the room number on her schedule.  Your eyes widened in shock as you stared down at the piece of paper in front of you, the thought of seeing her everyday, of Yoongi seeing her everyday sent a chill down your.  However, it wasn't until you had realized the second class on her schedule, it was the same one both you and Yoongi, "So, based on your silence, I'm going to assume that you have no idea" her assumption snapped you out of your thoughts "Oh sorry you have to go down this hall then take a right and it'll be the last door on your left" you directed her "Thank you so much, really but to be honest I'm really bad with directions so if you could walk with me?" though every bone in your body told to say no you nodded and started leading her to the class.  As you got closer and closer to the classroom you started to feel as if you were walking into a trap and with every step you got more and more uncomfortable.  "Here we are" you said awkwardly, "Thank you so much, I really appreciate it" she said smiling at you, you had to admit it to yourself she was pretty.  

          You eventually ended up just not going to your first period, you had already missed half the lesson so going there was pointless.  Instead you decided to wait outside of Yoongi's first period and wait for him so you could apologize.  After class, Yoongi spotted you as you stood next to the door, "What are you doing here?  Your class is all the way on the other side of the school." he said with a blank stare, he was not happy with me.  "I couldn't go to class" you looked down at your feet "And how is that a good excuse?" he gave you a judgmental tone "I didn't come here to get lectured about why I skipped class" you raised your voice a bit, looking at him in the eye this time "I came here to apologized" you realized how loud you had gotten and lowered your voice and your head yet again.  "What are you apologizing to me for?  You didn't feel like talking to me, the guy who told you he loved you and would do anything for you so obviously there isn't a problem"  he said sarcastically.  "Unless you're ready to tell what's really going on because you obviously didn't as much about being late for class as you let on seeing as how you didn't even go to class" he raised his voice a bit, he was getting really pissed at this point.  His hands were in fists and his jaw was clenched "Yoongi I jus--" you tried to explain "You lied to me Y/N, to me, and for what?  Well, that's just it I have no idea because when I asked what was wrong you had nothing to say" he growled.  "I know and that's what I'm trying to tell you now.  If you would just listen instead of scolding me like a little girl" you hissed and regretted saying soon after.  You didn't want to start an argument, you came here to apologize and explain.  "Well, if you don't want me to talk to you like a little girl then don't lie to me like a little girl! I don't like liars Y/N, as a matter a fact I hate liars!" he was yelling now and everyone turned their attention towards us.  "You know what, I don't think I like this side of you.  Always yelling and acting like the victim because you let some girl break your heart and you were to blinded by a pretty face to see that she was playing you!" you yelled back, you were heated and you had no control over what was coming out of your mouth which only made him angrier.  "Well, maybe I'm letting yet another pretty face fool me and you're just using me to get to one of my friends!  Who is he Y/N!? Namjoon, Jimin, Seokjin, or maybe it was Taehyung and both of you fooled me just like my ex!" you stepped back in shock at his accusation "I would never!" you tried to protest but he just kept going "Really? I can't believe you anymore, maybe you're lying to me again! Maybe I should break up with you and go back to Soojin at least with her I don't have to constantly raise my voice all the time!" you looked at him in complete shock.  His eyes softened and he ran his hand through his hair realizing what he just said, "Y/N, oh god, I'm so sorry.  I didn't mean it" you stayed silent, he tried to come closer but you backed away.  "All I wanted to say was that I'm sorry and that I'm read you tell what was on my mind but you obviously wouldn't have believed me anyway right?" you looked up at him with tears in your eyes.  "Y/N--" you quickly walked away before he could finish, you had walked right out the building.  Being in the same building with him right now was too much, you were still in shock "Hurts doesn't it?" you recognized that melodic voice "What do you want, Soojin?" you sneered.  "Oh, good you know my name.  Well, I guess it's fair since I already know yours, Y/N" she smirked, you didn't have time for this so you asked again "What do you want, Soojin?" "Wow, you're no fun.  But I guess we can fast forward anyways what I want is for you to stay away from my man or I swear on my life I will kill you."

A/N:  Hi guys, I know it has been like foreverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr since I last updated but thank god I am finally free from the hard labor from my classes (for now) and my goal is to get at least five chapters in so stay tuned <3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3