Sweet as Suga ( suga x reader)

Chapter 12

The day was nice, decent weather, not a cloud in the sky, the birds were singing, the bees and bugs doing their daily duties. It was the perfect day for a picnic but not exactly the perfect day for a break-up, "We should break-up" you stepped back in shock trying to contemplate on whether Yoongi just said those words to you or if you were just going crazy. "W-What did you say?" you asked barely being able to get it out, "You heard me" his tone was dull, his face had no emotion, he was completely unreadable. You had no words the only thing you could ask was why, you felt as if your heart was in your stomach, shredded into nothing. You felt as if someone was stabbing you in the chest over and over again. You tried to think of the reasons why he would just end like this and the more you thought the angrier you got, you felt not just your face heat up but your entire body heat up with a fiery rage, you couldn't stand to look at him anymore "Get out" you said quite loudly, it almost sounded like a yell but Yoongi just stood there looking at you, this infuriated you even more "I SAID GET OUT!!!" now you were yelling. He didn't move one inch he just stood there looking at you with this worried expression, it bothered you to your core. You were fed up, heartbroken, angry, confused and the person that created all these feelings was right in front of you and he just refused to leave. You walked up to him and pushed and shoved him until he was outside then slammed the door in his face, you then fell to floor and cried your eyes out.

Yoongi POV

I stood outside of Y/N's door unable to think or move, wishing, hoping that she'll open the door run back into my arms. She got hurt because of me, she got hurt because we were together and it was more than likely to happen again if we stayed together. I keep telling myself that but it doesn't make this any easier, it doesn't fill this empty void in my heart, it doesn't make the pain go away, it just makes feel like an idiot. After standing still for a while I turned around and walked across the street to my house and entered it. I made my way into my room and closed the door before locking it, as I walked to my bed I saw Y/N's bedroom window, her blinds were shut. Of course that was expected but it hurt more than I thought it would, I laid down on my bed and thought, it hurt too much to cry. However, the more I thought about her the closer I came to crying, sooner than later the tears started to flow and didn't seem to show any sign of stopping. I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing, it seems that I cried myself to sleep I slowly took my phone from the nightstand by my bed and answered it. "Hello" I said with a groany voice "Yoongi, it's mom, I was just calling to tell you that your father and I will probably be late again tonight so I won't be able to cook tonight""Yeah is that all" I said not really caring "Yes, goodnight" my mom said before hanging up. I put my phone down and stared at the ceiling, sooner than later I fell asleep.

I groan as I slam the dismiss button on my alarm, I really didn't want to go to go school today but unfortunately that's the only thing my parents can be proud of. I haul myself out of bed, as I brush my teeth I started remembering what happened yesterday and I feel a tear escape from my eye, I miss her. I finish getting dressed and have some breakfast, I make my way out into the driveway and hop into my car, I turn on the radio and one of Y/N's favorite songs was playing. This makes me miss her even more, this makes me feel like an even bigger idiot, I hit the steering wheel causing the horn to hunk. I was frustrated, confused, hurt, and angry. I wasn't angry at her, I wasn't angry at Jae Eun, I was angry at myself, I was angry at the fact that I wasn't there for Y/N and she got hurt because of me, why does my brain say that this is the best thing for her but my heart say that I should be with her? I place my head on the wheel and cry myself a storm, letting all of my feeling, all of my sorrow out onto the wheel. After my tears have stopped I pull out of the driveway and make my way to the school. When I enter I notice that the hallways are empty, I'm late. I slept through most of my first class but in my second I was wide awake due to my now ex-girlfriend being in the same room. I felt very awkward, there's no doubt she felt the same way. It felt like we were the only two people in the room and no matter how hard I tried to focus on the lesson it was like she was lingering into my focus every 5 seconds, distracting me. There were a few times where I caught myself staring at her, it was hard not to, being her neighbor was hard enough but having some classes with her was torture. As I sat in my seat listening to Mrs. Shin Rae talk about the group project that's half our grade and how she won't give anyone a second chance if they screw up. "Okay, I will be assigning your partners, Kim Taehyung." when I heard that name I would always feel this slight pain in my neck, I didn't hate him but I disliked him a whole lot. "I'm right here Mrs. Shin Rae" he raised his hand "Ah, Taehyung you will be with Min Yoongi and Y/N" when those names were called, first I looked Taehyung who was looking at Y/N then glanced and me and turned around in his seat to face foward. Then when I looked at Y/N she was already looking at me but then quickly turned away, it pained me to see that she couldn't look at me for long.

Time Skip

After school I headed home and started on the project alone I had a feeling that Y/N couldn't stand to be near me and Taehyung and I haven't been that close since she ruined my life. While working my phone buzzed:

Y/N: Meet me in the library in 10 minutes.