Sweet as Suga ( suga x reader)

Chapter 21

Yoongi's POV

        I remember my first heartbreak like it was yesterday.  I was only seven years old and I was standing at the front of my elementary school waiting for my nanny to come and pick me up.  There was this girl in my second-grade class, I had sworn that I loved her, heck, I didn't even know what love really meant.  I just knew that I wanted her to be my girlfriend.  She stood near me and I kept glancing at her afraid to speak a word to her.  What do I do?  I asked myself, she was standing there, next to me, this didn't happen often.  I remember how scared I was but I knew that the best way to show her that I liked her, was to tell her How I feel.  I remember the way she looked at me once I got her attention.  I remember the color of the bow in her long, black hair.  I remember how fast her smile faded once she saw that it was me calling her name.  I remember the disgusted look she had once I told her that I had liked her.  I also remember how hurt I was when she told how she could never like a loser like me and long and how hard I cried that day.  But nothing, not even that could compare to the pain I feel now.  This time it wasn't some second-grade crush.  This time it wasn't a one-sided love.  This time I loved her and she loved me back.  This time she was someone worth crying for.  What if she doesn't wake up?   There it was again, that question.  It was back and it was coming ten times fold What if she doesn't wake up? I brought myself back into reality "Seokjin hyung..." he looked at me with worried eyes,  "If she-she-if she dies and I lose myself, I want you to keep me from doing anything reckless," I asked him still looking through the window that seeped into Y/N's room.  "Yoongi, she's not going--" he tried to reassure me but I needed him to do this for me "Please, promise me you will.  I'm begging you" he just nodded his head in response.  If I lose her I don't know what I'll do.

Y/N's POV

*While in a coma*

         Darkness.  That's all you see, darkness.  You can feel yourself being pulled deeper into it but you also feel something else, warmth.  It's not something you feel on your body but in your heart and soul.  It's him!  It has to be!  There's not a single person in this world who can create that feeling, no one.  You want to see him, feel him, hear him but there's something pulling you deeper and deeper getting stronger with every second.  You're lost in this sea of darkness and you feel yourself drifting away.  "Y/N" you hear his voice call out your name, Yoongi's voice.  "Y/N, I need you to wake up" there it is again, that warmth that weakens the pull.  "C' mon Y/N, you can't stay like this forever.  If you do then how am I going to go take you to that new restaurant you've been wanting to go to?  Or take you to that one Got7 concert?  See, there are a lot of things you're going to miss so wake up yeah?" you hear his voice loud and clear as you feel yourself coming to. His voice brings you back, it's like a beacon summoning you back into his arms.  That pull becomes weaker and suddenly there's no pull at all.  You feel yourself rising to the surface and out of the dark sea, finally, you're awake. 

Yoongi's POV

      "May I go in now?" I ask the nurse as she steps out of Y/N's room pen and clipboard in hand.  She simply nods in response not looking up from her clipboard, I go in immediately.   Tears start to swell in my eyes as Seokjin's words replay in my head once again,  "they may not be able to revive her." I couldn't help but think the worst could happen.  Every time I left her side for either the bathroom, to go pick up some clothes from my house, or to even go and get something to eat or anything at all, I was always worried about her.  Whether it was something good or bad I needed to be in the room when it happens yet when she went into cardiac arrest, I was gone.  I was too busy arguing with someone who barely gives a rat's ass about my feelings that I missed a very crucial moment in my love's lifeline.  There was a chance that she could've left this earth and I would've lost it if I didn't get a chance to say goodbye.  The warm tears ran down my face as I gazed at Y/N's beautiful face, "Y/N" I called out to her not knowing if she could hear me.  "Y/N, I need you to wake up" I held one of her soft hands with the both of mine "C' mon Y/N, you can't stay like this forever.  If you do then how am I going to get to take you to that new restaurant you've been wanting to go to?  Or take you to that one Got7 concert?  See, there are a lot of things you're going to miss so wake up yeah?"   don't know what I was saying but prayed to God that she could hear me, that she would wake up.  As I was about to get up I felt her squeeze by hand locking me to her side.  I couldn't move, I anxiously waited for her to open her eyes.  I saw luscious eyelashes of hers bat up and down before revealing those dazzling e/c eyes that I'd been longing to see for what seems like forever.   She looked around a bit confused before her eyes finally landed on me, I was speechless.  We've looked at each other before but this time it was different, this time our gazes weren't just loved but something more.  As I looked at her face I knew that this was it, she was the woman I wanted to be with for the rest of my life.  The love of my life, finally awake.

A/N:  Hey guys, this is a short chapter but I'm saving the good stuff for the next chapter which will most likely be the last chapter.  I also just wanted to say thank you, thank you, thank you for even getting this far into my book.  To be honest I thought that no one was gonna read this but seems like I've been proven wrong (Thank the mighty Twinkie) and I just want to thank you again.  Just to let you know, I thought about doing a sequel but I honestly think the ending that I plan on doing is the sort of ending that I just wouldn't feel comfortable adding on to, you know?   So, once again thank you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much and lots and lots of LOOOOOOOVVVVVEEEEEE!!!!!!! 

P.S: I cried while proofreading this chapter so....yeah...