Sweet as Suga ( suga x reader)

Chapter 18

Y/N POV

         Your knuckles had started to hurt from all the knocking you had done, you were standing outside of Yoongi's house trying to get him to let you inside.  "Yoongi I know you're in there, please open the door" you yelled still knocking as hard as you can.  Your knuckles couldn't take it anymore so you used the palm of your hand instead, you refused to give up on this he was either going to open the door or deal with the constant banging.  Yes, you were tired and yes, you were still mad at what he said but you didn't feel safe anymore, not with her around.  "Yoongi, please, I need you" you pleaded.  You put your head on the door in defeat "Please, please, please, please" you begged.  You felt the door open against your head "What is it Y/N?" he sounded tired.  Without invitation you walked into his house and rushed into his room, he followed close behind you and that's when you saw her.  "What is she doing here?" you asked glaring at her as she sat on Yoongi's bed giving you a smug look.  "Y/N, if you just wait in the living room, I will explain okay." he whispered.  You agreed and made your way to the living room but you couldn't sit down, you started pacing back and forth, you started biting your mouth, your thoughts were spiraling out of control.  It's been over twenty minutes and you were getting antsy and angry but then you heard yelling it wasn't clear but then you heard something break, you couldn't take it anymore.  You ran up the steps and the conversation became very clear.  The last thing you heard was Yoongi yell, "How about you get the hell out!"

Min Yoongi POV

20 minutes earlier

         "So what is it?" I asked Soojin.  "You know I want, I want you" she got up from the bed with a seductive look on her face, "No, I'm not going to play this game with you" I backed away as she moved closer.  "C'mon Yoongi you know you want me too" we were face to face now "No, I don't" I hissed.  "Then why did you let me in here?" "Because you barged in here when I opened the door!" I retorted,  she gave me a look and chuckled then looked at me again seductively "Kiss me" she demanded.  "What?" I couldn't believe what she had just said, at first I thought I had heard her wrong "I told you to kiss me" she moved even closer as she demanded me once again.  She got closer to the point where her lips had brushed against mine and that's when Y/N had surfaced in my mind, I pushed Soojin away from me.  "No! I will not make the same mistake you did when you cheated on me with Taehyung!" I yelled at her, I wouldn't do that to Y/N.  I couldn't believe I let her get so close either "I don't understand, Yoongi! What's so special about that little girl in there!?  You need a young woman like me" she smirked.  "No, I am sick of you! For years I wanted and did everything for you and when you finally let me take you out, I was filled with immense joy. But then you cheated and I used to think that you ruined for me but it turns out you ruined it for yourself because I found someone better than you." I talked as if I was bragging, maybe because I was and I was happy to keep going.  "She is a stupid bitch!" she shouted "And trust me when I say this, I will kill her myself!" "You know what?!" I shouted back "How about you get the hell out!"  I opened the door for her and saw Y/N.  She had gasped when I opened the door so suddenly, there were no words said but I knew she could tell that I was one hundred percent hers.  I looked back at Soojin, Soojin was glaring at Y/N but Y/N was looking at me.  As I looked at Soojin she had this look in her eyes that sent a shiver down my spine and before I knew it she was running towards Y/N, it happened so fast that part of me can't even register what happened.  All I know is that both Soojin and Y/N had gone over the rail and all I heard was a big thump.  As soon as I regained my sense I sped down the stairs and fell to Y/N's side, she wasn't moving and my whole body had tensed up.  I had immediately started thinking the worst soon a tear made its way down my cheek, I couldn't speak with all the terrible thoughts running through my mind.  I closed my eyes hoping, praying that my horrible thoughts weren't true but then I felt her hand tighten around mine, "Yoongi, help" she groaned.  "I'm right here, okay" I reassured her, I took out my phone out of my pocket and dialed 911 but before I could press the call button I heard Soojin call out for me "Yoongi, I need help" she stretched out her arm towards me.  "This is your fault, you did this, you" I growled.  The ambulance showed up after about five minutes  and took both of them to the hospital and I drove my car there, my hands were shaking, I could feel the sweat on the back of my neck, and my heart was going ten thousand times faster than my car but my mind was focused on one person, Y/N.  Once I had made it to the hospital the nurses had told me that Y/N was in the ICU and that they had already contacted her mother but after they told me that she was in the ICU I heard nothing else after that.  My mind had gone blank.  Once again I was thinking the worst but then my mind had found something to think about, something to blame, someone to blame.  "Excuse me but do you know if Kwon Soojin is in the ICU as well" I asked the nurse at the front desk "Umm let's see" she said as the looked up her name on her desktop then she looked up at me with a warm smile on her face "Well, sir it's your lucky day she is not in the ICU, she is in room 345" "Thank you" I tried my best to return the smile but it was a little difficult since I was now boiling in anger.  That evil bitch was probably left with a few bruises while the love of my life was in the intensive care unit and I have no idea what condition she is in.  I wanted to go and wait for her but I was too angry.  I didn't knock once I reached Soojin's room mainly because I didn't really care.  "Yoongi" she said softly "She's in the ICU" I said harshly "Who?" she said puzzled which made me even angrier.  "Y/N" I answered, Soojin took a deep breath when she realized how furious I was and she was only making it worse my the millisecond.  "Oh, right" she smiled sheepishly "Yoongi, I know you probably want to yell and scream at me right now bu--" "Oh, I wanna do more than that" I cut her off, I wanted to do more than say a few curse words I wanted to put her in the ICU, matter as a fact I wanted to kill her.  She was silent for a second then started again "I'm just gonna start off by saying that I am so sorry.  It just came out of me, I honestly didn't mean to put her there" she said trying to calm me down but I wasn't having it, I didn't want her apology, no, I wanted to get even.  "Say something, please" she said, her voice kind of shaky.  "Yoongi, say something you're scaring me" her mouth was moving but I didn't hear a word she was saying.  All I know is that my hands were suddenly around her neck and she was pleading for her life, "Y-Y-Y-Y-Yoongi I-I-I c-c-can't b-b-b-b-breathe" she said as she gasped for air, I simply responded "I don't care"