Let Me Love You

Chapter 1

It all began around March 2017, i was still fairly new at my new high school and i still was adjusting, i had met some people, friends and some musicians and honestly i was moderately happy. Being in 8th grade most girls my age only worry about who they are gonna date and be with but me? My grades and just having some trustworthy friends is enough for me to worry about. During the morning as i woke up for school, my two little sisters Bonnie and Scarlett were fighting over who got the last of the cereal, flicking on the jug i grab out a mug and try and prepare myself some coffee for the long day ahead. My recent ex boyfriend Shawn was once again texting me about how i'm a whore and that we would still be together if i didn't talk to other guys, mind you he was an alright guy and all but really just too clingy guys that are clingy can be cute but over clingy? Now that is a whole other story. Since that break up he had been telling his mates how much of a slut i was and realistically i didn't care, at first i did believe it though until a guy named Troy came along, (Now Troy, Troy Troy, He will return to our story eventually.) Things got so bad that i had to hang out with my older friends, but that i didn't mind Lauren and her friends were great company but i needed to find some friends my age, so today was that day. Fun! Picking up my loaded backpack i began heading out the door, "Goodbye Mum and Dad, I love you!" i  called out. I then began my walk to the bus stop and was ready to begin my day. 

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Stepping onto the crowded bus, staring blankly looking around for a seat my phone begins to buzz, with my music cranked up fairly loud i was frustrated with whoever decided to call me while i was on the bus, soon answering the phone i was then delighted with happiness, It was my guy best friend Connor. "Hey Lucy" Connor cheered. "Connor you interrupted my music fam, not cool!" "Oh you'll get over it, where abouts are you?" stubbing my toe into the seat i squeal "On the bus!!!" "Jesus Lucy you don't need to yell, well i was just asking to see where you are see you when you get here, bye!" Well that was a pointless phone call chuckling to myself i finally find a seat  and throw my bag on the ground . The day seemed to be off to a great start, and i was excited to make myself some new friends. Even though i had some Year 8 friends i wanted to expand my social group and try to get to know some more people just in case the situation with Shawn began to worsen, and at this point in time i felt like i was being a mature teenager

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Walking around school heading to each class, and following along to the most confusing timetable i have ever read was interesting, i decided to stop being so shy and ask fellow students for help and guidance and honestly was the best thing i could have ever done "Do you know where G11 is?" i ask politely "Sorry i'm just new and seem to be lost as i have forgotten where it is" "Oh yeah just head to the H.S.I.E area of G block and go in through there, and you're halfway there ""Omg thank you!" feeling pleased after i found it, i realised i was late. Shit. "Lucy, why are you late?" Miss Townend begins to question, "Sorry miss, still not used to the school and i got lost" "That's alright" she slyly replied.