Let Me Love You

Chapter 6

As the weekend soon went by Troy and I began having I love you more competitions and every time this happened my heart would do pirouettes or skip beats, i could slowly feel all my sadness fade away. Even though i did have my moments here and there he honestly made me forget everything, and in a way i was slowly healing. Monday was just only around the corner and i was getting ready to say goodnight to Troy as on school nights he had to be in bed by Nine, i decided tonight my goodnight would be a paragraph, and it would be one to make you go to bed the happiest i could try, typing and thinking my heart out i finally had created the masterpiece. I remember then you said "oh you and your words" or something along those words, but i also remember that you smiled while falling asleep and woke up happy to, so i must have done what i was planning on doing

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School began with a breeze and today everyone hung out at the basketball courts and this was the first time i actually watched you shoot baskets and show off your skills, i found it fascinating and very attractive, watching you concentrate and have so much fun it was perfect. I decided to put my headphones in and block out all the noise and just relax while watching him, occasionally Troy came over and asked if i was okay and what not but i was fine, i was watching while listening to music, i found it calming. After running around for a bit he then came over, and gave me the biggest hug and kissed my forehead back and forth we took it in turns to give one another the hug and kiss they want, say for example when he scored i got up and gave him a hug and kiss or when he needed a break he came over and hugged and kissed me. As the bell went for both recess and lunch, the day ended like it did before, me walking you to the end of the path, a little further than before and giving you the biggest kiss goodbye.

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Tonight in the call after Troy and i had been together for well over a month he said and then began explaining how next week was the holidays and how during Easter weekend he will be down in Sydney but wanted to try and see me as much as he could, i usually kept count till the holidays were due but after not even realising how fast the days we're going by because Troy made it seem like no time was passing at all it was hard to believe that the first term was almost over and we were in the middle of Autumn now it just seemed to crazy to be real, time was passing faster with Troy and i loved it.