Around this time, Landon's Misso Marissa was moving to our school and as we were all excited and when she finally came here everything seemed to change, besides the fact that yeah we had a new girl in our group, Troy and I had begun to have more fights and argue more, It killed me because the negative thoughts got to me again, draining the somewhat energy i had, causing me to be more upset. Half the time the arguments were stupid and pointless, but it still killed. Maybe we has just been spending too much time with one another and were getting annoyed with each other, so i let it slide and believed it to be that.
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Now as i said before Troy and I were pretty close, and we tried to be open with one another i think, i mean i told troy everything, and when he was upset sometimes he didn't really tell me what was wrong, but later did. I guess that was just him though, and in my mind if he didn't want to talk about something i respected that. It was only that i realised once a whole shit load of drama begun in the group that he had started shutting me out, even though we were still close he never told me anything anymore, perhaps that was my fault though. It begun getting dark, and i could tell he was still in a bad mood from the day, so i decided to give him some space, occasionally if he was by himself he calmed himself down and even though it killed me to say goodbye half the time, i wanted to do the best i could to keep him happy. Which in the end resulted in me shutting him out a fair bit to
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Now as i stare blankly at the roof, in a state of confusion i honestly didn't know what to do or say. I wanted to call him back, but he needed the space, and so i gave him the space, because i would do anything for him and even though we were young and we were in love and things were complicated at the moment for the both of us, we still tried to be as close as we could, and every time he said i love you the more i seemed to believe it even if things were hard for both of us right now i knew that we could get through this together .
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Ficção AdolescenteHey guys, miss me? Well i'm back this time with a story based on a true story that i have experienced, i hope you all enjoy because i wrote this from the heart. This is a love and break up kinda story, this is my side of the story and will be wr...
