Let Me Love You

Chapter 12

It all was clear now, my vision, my smell, my mind. It was all blank, the days were going by faster by the day, and we went back to how we were, or so i thought. When we had been together for around 2 months i was the happiest i was in a long time, and even though i still had my days and had occasionally negative thoughts about what if he left again and stuff, everyday just seemed to be the same now, kisses and cuddles and now the occasionally make out or two. I was madly in love with him, his family adored me, thought i was well mannered and had a kind heart. His sisters were always happy to see me, it was perfect. So while i lay here curling with his red locks as he graciously falls asleep on my pillow, he looks so peaceful, Even though his dad will be here to collect him soon, today was a day full of memories, a day we won't forget for a long time that's for sure. Tracing my fingertips around his face and touching every inch of every curve. He was utterly flawless, and even while he slept he was beautiful. 

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Saying goodbye like i usually did when he had to go this hug was more tense than usual, like he didn't want to let go, giving me a kiss goodbye i wish i could have froze the moment, held him for a second longer, but before i knew it he was in the car and was gone. Walking inside and locking the front door i traced my lips with my index finger, replaying the moments of today in my mind, bringing a slight smile to my face, remembering all those innocent "I love you's" and the cuddles we shared, when we talked about the most randomest stuff, or even listened to his music. No matter what we did, whenever i was with him it was perfect. Walking back down the corridor i went to lie where he lied, it smelt like him and it was such a sweet scent, it lured me in like prey. 

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Beginning to cuddle the sheets and blankets, Troy began to call and then we had our usual call for the night, but for once i hung up first as i wanted to hit the hay and get to bed early so i could see him sooner. I guess you could call us a close couple, seeing each other every weekend unless he had something with basketball on, like the first time i went and watched him play basketball, i spent the day with him and had dinner with his family. I don't entirely remember the date but it was an amazing day together, watching netflix in between games at his house and giving each other hickies, which then his mum banned and stated it as "White Trash". All these memories and many more to come i chuckled to myself