Scars ( Ryan Ross x Reader )

You matter.

No warnings, expect that this is sad. 

* Ryan singing*

'' Hush,little girl,please don't you cry

Please,don't you say goodbye

Put down those blades and wipe your tears

Because you're so much more than your fears

Your life matters more than anything in this world

If only you could just see what you're worth..

I may not be next to you but you're not alone

And you'll be alright, even if it hurts to the bone 

Because we all have a story that we never tell outdoors 

And  now I'm going to talk about yours  ''

* flashback*

( Ryan's POV )

Another concert is over. And now it's time for my favourite part: Meet and greet with our fans. I love meeting them. Even if there isn't a Meet and Greet after a concert I still try to talk to as much people as possible. I'm really grateful for all the support they show us.

So, we all go backstage immediately. There are people waiting already. 

And it just happens. We are all standing up and giving people hugs and autographs,we take photos and we talk. 

Fan after fan, all amazing and kind people, and then it's this girl's turn.

She hugs everyone and talks to them and I'm the last. When she came closer I noticed she was wearing a hoodie and black jeans. I mean, it catched my eye because there were girls with crop tops and shorts.. She stands out. 

When she finally comes to me I pull her close for a hug. I never let go first becase you never know how much they need that hug and how long they've waited. She whispered ' I love you so much' while we were hugging, and I replied with ' I love you too'. 

 - Sweetie, aren't you suffocating in these clothes? It's the middle of July. I don't want anything bad to happen to you, like getting sick or something. - I said to her after she let me go, smiling softly. 

- It was just really windy on the way. - she replied,smiling too. 

I just nodded slightly and then she asked me for a photo.

While she was holding her phone up for the photo I noticed her sleeve went up, showing her hand but after the photo she put it back down immediately. 

She thinks I wouldn't notice.. 

- Hey, can I check something? - I asked her.

She nodded but when I took her hand she pulled away. 

- W-what do you want to see? - she asked, a little worried.

- Just let me see,please. - I looked into her eyes.

She sighed. It was obvious what's going on. 

So I took her hand and pulled up her sleeve.. What do you think I saw? Self harm scars,of course. Really bad scars. 

She looked down, obviously embarassed. 

- Why are you doing this to yourself? 

I didn't expect an answer.. I just kissed slightly her wrist. Her eyes filled up with tears so I hugged her again. 

Then I wiped away her tears and looked into her eyes.

- Every time you want to do this to yourself, think about me.. If you hurt yourself, you hurt me too. I don't want you to do this to yourself. You are amazing, you matter and we love you really much. Please.. Stop it,for me. Mark my words: One day we will see each other again. I promise you. And when this happens, I want to see that your scars have healed. Promise?

- Promise. - she said, trying not to cry. 

* end of flashback* 

* Ryan's song continues *

So I did meet you: one year after we met

But when I saw you, you made me upset

Instead in front of me, I saw you on TV 

And the news weren't as good as I expected them to be;

' Young teen takes her life 

The girl was found in the bathroom with a knife '

Oh,sweetie, you couldn't do it by yourself

All you needed was some love and some help

Now people care, but it's too late

This wasn't meant to be your fate

You gave me a promise you couldn't make

And this makes my heart break

But who can blame you?

If only someone could see what you went thorugh

Oh,sweetie, you couldn't do it by yourself

All you needed was some love and some help

The world is cruel

And I hope that you found your own place

You were loved and you'll always be

And now you set yourself free

So,this is the story of a person that I'll miss

and this song is called ( the name of the person who now reads this)

* Ryan's song ends*

* Crowd cheers*