Cancer (Frerard)

Chapter 4, Tuesday

Gerards POV

The same routine continues again. I get up, eat bare minimal, shower, get dressed brush my teeth and say goodbye to Mikey but unlike yesterday, I was kinda looking forward to work. The drive to the hospital was longer than normal due to a 6 car pile up on the motor way which pisses me off completely.

'Hurry up fucktards, I gotta get to work to see a sexy little silence'

My mind shouts while the rock station plays Foo Fighters, Everlong

'Hello,

im waiting here for you

bah bah bah (Gerard doesnt know the words)

Tonight,

I've thrown myself in two

out of my head

dah dah dah dah' I sing loudly with the guitar fift.

Theres a blue car next to me with a stressed out mother looking back at 3 moaning kids, one about 10, then a girl about 6 and then a boy toddler. All 3 were winding the one before them up which the mother is trying to stop.

When I finally get to work, I'm an hour late and my boss is giving me stinkers when I reach my ward.

"Way, your an hour late!" she screams at me, mole moving while she shouts at me in the silence while everyonew looking. I'm shaking, I've never liked being out of the shadows. I have anxiety and shes pushing it. I feel like a little ball against a fucking bolder. I get smaller and smaller untill I hear a voice shout. Shes lecturing me about work and time and the difference time could make to life and death.

"Hey, leave him alone okay. Look your making him shake" I turn to see Frank screaming at her, her eyes looking straight onto him.

"Excuse me but I am doing my job" She goes to turn back.

"Well, your not doing a fucking good one if your intimidating staff and scaring them!" The room falls a gasps, I stare at Frank and give a thankful gase. He smiles back as we secoretly thank eachother. His voice was so soft and angelic it was unbelievable. I love his voice, is was so, well I've already said it.

The boss falls silent and looks back at me.

"Don't do it again." she shouts making me jump before walking away, everyone looking at her. I let out a breath that was holding in, shit I forgot I wasn't breathing. I throw my jacket and bag under the reseption desk and quick walk to Frank who's looking proud of himself.

"Turn a way, if you could, get me a drink of water coz my lips are chapped and faded"

he whispers, eyes closed making my heart flutter as I do so, he doesnt know its me probably.

"Here you go hon" I hand him the water as his eyes fly open in shock.

"Thank you for sticking up for me Frank, no one ever has before." I look down embarrassed at his outburst and yet still so pleased that he done it.

"Its okay, I have it too. Anxiety. I could tell by your bag, it was shaking and I could see what she was doing, I wanted it to stop" I hugged his quick so no one could see and secoretly woohhoed in my head.

Hes so hot, and caring and has a beautiful personality , hes perfect.

"Gee, you can get off me now, I can't breath." Gee? oh I like it.

"Oh yeah... sorry" the awkwardness is here as I scratch my back and flick my hair. He laughs as I go to walk away and trip over my own feet.

The day goes quick with Franks laughter echoing through the corridors along with mine. I give good news to one woman about beating cancer and I give really devastating news to a 15 year old boy about testicular cancer which will ruin his dream of being a porn star hah. Kids these days huh?