Cancer (Frerard)

Chapter 16- Brothers and Sisters, I am the atomic bomb

I wanted a long chapter name okay! Its from my favorite part in the Umbrella academy. I dont think it relates to anything in this chspter but I liked the name.

Gerards POV

Today I go back to work after spending 3 weeks there crying my eyes out and starting to think about funeral arrangement. When I wake, the sun isnt even up but it is December so it could be 2 in the afternoon.

It looks like I'll get my first christmas wish, a white Christmas. I know I know I'm childish but I've always wanted a white christmas since I spent most Christmas's at Dads familys house in LA, it never snowed. I wanted a postcard Christmas, ya know? Who wouldnt though, presants, hot chocolate and building a snowman. Christmas just isnt Christmas without snow.

I wanna ask Mikey today after work if we can decorate the house, get a tree from where mom and dad did every year and put it in the corner by the window. And lights, don't forget about the lights! They have to be inside around the windows and some on the trees to add to the magical feel of the time of year. I feel something heavy on my chest, warm and- Frankie. We slept with our bodys fully clothed and hands in twined.

"Fwankie? Babe you gotta wake up." I mutter to his sleepy head.

"I don't wanna Party Poison" he sleepily replies with thay smile across his face. Party Poison.

"Party Poison?" I ask thinking about the nickname

"Yeah, you called me Fun ghoul and and Mikeys Kobra kid because he likes snakes" He moves uncomfortably even though I was.

"Ooh someones exited this morning" I feel him and grab his jean area to wind him up.

"Fuck you"

"Not till later, baby" I wink playfully to him while we both laugh.

"I mean it, I want it later, I've waited 3 weeks" he grumbles before walking into the kitchen, me admiring his perfect ass. Oh I wanna touch it!

"Coffee?" he shouts hearing the kettle click signalling its hot and ready to be brewed.

"Yeah Fun ghoul" I shout back, jumping up to gather my work clothes from the table, freshly ironed by Taylor yesterday while I was at the hospital.

I throw my top on the floor while Frankie babe walks in with 2 mugs, mine being in the cat cup while franks in a puppy one.

"Admiring the view?" I wink again.

"Oh someones extra sassy today, I better calm him down" he runs and kisses me. Fuck I've missed him. All of him.

I have to work all this week, since its the teens dates of December (15th of December) If I work all this week, I have 2 weeks off for Christmas leading off into New Year. Frankie and I sit on the sofa, admiring eachothers view and company.

"Frank, tell me about yourself" I want to know more about him.

"Well, theres not alot to get really. I'm from New Jersey, part Italian on my dad's side. My grandpa influenced my love of music and my sister Jamia got me the 2nd best present ever..." he stands running upstares and grabbing something before running back down almost tripping in the process. I think he's forgotten about putting the breathing thing on, but he doesnt need it-for now.

"Here she is" he proudly shows off a white and black guitar, in bold silver letters it reads 'Pansey'.

"Whats your 1st favorite present?" I ask overthinking again.

"You giving me your heart" My heart melts for him, he's so god damn sweet he should have a warning. I kiss his jawline leading to his ear. Todays gonna be a good one, well at least I hope so.