Chapter 14- Sleep

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"Forever?" he mutters, questioning my words as the light comes in.

"Forever" I comfort him while we lay together, lay together on a cloud.A fluffy white cloud over some place to high to see. I take a smoke from behind his ear as smoke it slowly as does he. We're so close right now, its so peaceful. I lay on my stomach and look over to Gerard who's laying on his back looking up to the stars in wonder. A thought comes to me.

"Sing for me Gerard" I ask him out of the blue. I've always wanted to hear him sing.

"Um... what? what do I sing?"

"Whatevers in your head, make a song up"

"When I was

A young boy

My father took me into the city

To see a marching band

He said son when you grow up,

Will you be the savour of the broken, the beaten and the damned?

He said will you defeat them

you demonds, and all the non believers

the plans that they have made

because some day I'll leave you

A phantom to leave you in the summer

To join the black parade"

he sings softy making my eyes water. It was pretty awsome. We lay together until the sun raises as the sun rays gently hitting the clouds. How'd we get up here? Must be a dream, so why aren't I awake? Is Gee sleeping next to me, yeah He'd never leave me. Never.

"Frank, you gotta wake up"

"No, I like this dream. I'll tell Gerard when he wakes up" I smile at the dream Gerard who's looking a bit pissed.

"Frank your not in your bed, your in hospital"

"No I'm not, I'm in bed with Gee" I laugh to him while looking down from the cloud. Gerard moves and softy pushes me over the edge making me fall to the ground with a splat. He screams down at me while I fall,

"Wake up and see" and I did with regret.

"Frank!" Gerard wraps his arms around me tight. I hear the heart monitor beep with a firmness telling me that fortunately I am alive-for now.

"Gee whats wrong?" I look at his worried body launguage than the normal sass queen.

"You were seriously ill Frank.I thought you were dead." he mutters to the floor clearly remembering the experiance of me probably laying in bed, looking dead.

"What happened?"

"You had a fit in your sleep, the cancer has spread Frank." Mikey speaks up.

"How long was I asleep?"

"3 weeks" Jamia talks aswell. 3 fucking weeks? that makes it early December.

I look around and see the differences. Mikey looks well rested, calm and well, normal. Then I look to Jamia who's worse, tiered, tear marks down her face hair a mess and terrible clothes but my biggest shock came to when I look at Gerard. His raven hair is greesey, eyes surounded by tears old and new, teary dead eyes with grey and lines underneath them. His clothes are dirty and smelly and he probably haven't left the hospital for awhile.

"Can I have a sec with Gee?" I turn to him, Jamia and Mikey turn and leave the room as Gee comes closer to me.

"Frank, fuck I missed you so much. I love you" he mutters close

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