The sign of happiness

Chapter 4

Aidens POV
I bang my head on the wall.
BANG!
what the hell is wrong with me.
BANG!
I just lost the one girl I actually liked.
BANG!
dumbass. I have never felt like this with a girl before. Usually it was a "smash and dash" type deal but ever since I saw Christina for the first time.. I...I can't explain how I feel. I beat myself because my world isn't for her. My life is dangerous as a gang member. I did horrible things and she can't be brought into it.

I feel my phone vibrated and I quickly pulled it out. The ID said "Boss", and I answer it." What's up?". "Hey I need you to go and take care of James"he said I could tell he was angry."why?" I say confused." Because he's late on his payment". That was enough to understand why he was mad and what he wanted me to do."on my way" I said and hung up. Well I guess I have to worry about my relationship problems later. I grab my keys to my black Jeep and head out the door.
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Saturday
Christina's POV
It's Saturday and I still think about that night with Aiden. I am so disappointed in myself, so to distract myself from Aiden ,Jessica has invited me to a party. I don't know who's and she won't tell me. She said it was a guy from school. So right know I am getting ready with her at her place. Of course. Jessica is letting me borrow a black dress with black heels.

(picture above)

When we were done I looked at myself in the mirror. For the first time, I felt beautiful. I couldn't believe that this could be me. I felt like all the boys would kiss the ground for me. Ok a little over dramatic but you see my point, right." You ready Christina?!" Jessica said. " yeah! Let's go!". Jessica got her keys and we left the house. In the car we were blasting music. I left like I was turning deaf.

A few minutes later

" why would you take me to his party! You knew it was his, right! Why would you keep that away from me!" I say. Jessica has decided not to tell me who's party we were going to. Apparently it was Aiden's party. The one person I am trying to stay away from.
" I'm sorry! I knew you wouldn't come if you knew who's party it was! Just please this one time come, please!"

The things I do for my friend.ugh. I guess i will try to stay away from Aiden harder. This is going to be interesting.

We get our of the car and we start walking to the house. The music was blasting, usual red cups were everywhere. When we entered it was worse. The smell of alcohol and sweat intoxicated my nose. Teenage girls dancing while boys are grinding on them. Every corner was in use, with people making out. The living room became the dance floor and the kitchen the bar, the usual.

"Let's go get a drink" Jessica said."sure". I told myself that I wasn't going to drink tonight but there always next time. I got the classic fruit punch and Jessica got a vodka drink. We made our way to the dance for and started to dance.

After a while Jessica was already drunk. I mean so was too but I was more sober than her. Right now she is in a corner with a dude she met ,a while ago, making out. Which left me by myself to go off and look around, but I immediately regret it when I saw something or a matter of fact someone. Aiden was in a corner making out with a girl. See this is why I can't focus on guys especially guys like Aiden. I don't know why I was so hurt, I told myself not to fall for him. Aiden turned around and caught me staring at him, his eyes became wide. I left to go get another drink.

I don't even know how many drinks I've had , but I know that I'm drunk.

I am dancing on the dance floor when a guy came from behind me and started to grind on me. At first I wanted to turn around and slap him, but in the corner of my eye I saw Aiden staring at me. The next thing I did even shocked me. I grabbed the guy by his neck and smashed his lips with mine. At first he was surprised by then went along. The kiss was rough and forceful, which I didn't like. I wanted to gag, I was so disappointed and disgusted with myself.

Out of nowhere the guy I was kissing was pulled away from me and thrown onto the floor with Aiden on top of him beating him senseless." AIDEN STOP" I yelled as I try to pull him off the guy. He turned to look at me and all I saw was anger in his eyes. It sent chills down my spine. He punched the guy one more time, turned around, grabbed me by my wrist and dragged me up his stairs and into his room. In my head all I could say was "woah".
" WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU!" I yell. I stare at him and he stares at me. After what left like forever "you".
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Don't mind the mistakes Jezebel
Love you tho❤️
Enjoy 😊