Here I was driving down a darkened street taking subtle glances at the sleeping girl next to me in the passenger seat. My copilot, my best friend, and the love of my life. I never thought it was possible to love another human being so much. Sure, I love my brothers and I love Mituna, but A had always been different right from the start. After all I’d seen, after all I’d done, I never thought I could genuinely love and then here comes this ray of sunshine that accepts me for the monster I am and turns my world upside down; if her love was a color it’d be red. Deep and passionate; warm like sunlight streaming through your window in the morning gently coaxing you awake. That tingling feeling you get inside when you’re unbelievably happy for no particular reason; like having all your favorite things at once on your birthday. She is my sun, my moon, my stars- my universe and I’d never be able to say that shit out loud. Because I’m a coward. Because I’m a monster. Because I’m undeserving of happiness.
“Loz?”
Her voice drew me back to reality, like she knew the dark places my mind was going. She was my light, my sanity.
“Sup, lil mama?” I asked smoothly. My world was suddenly a brighter place. She hummed before shifting in her seat and falling back asleep letting out a faint “I love you” and I knew that no matter what I would never let her go.
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FanfictionSometimes things are better faced alone; other times it takes someone special to help make you feel. Can Kurloz and Aubergine make a relationship work? or is it doomed from the start?
