Bleeding Poetry

Heartbreak (Her)

Her P.O.V.

The words hit me hard. It felt like a thunderbolt.

Why?

Why did he choose her over me?

Why?

I laughed hysterically I don't know why but I did.

And then I took a few steps back, I turned around and started walking towards my house.

I heard him calling my name several times but I didn't stop instead I started walking faster.

Heart break hurts.

One-sided love hurts.

Life is full of pain and only pain.

Next thing I knew I was running like a mad person tear drops making my vision blurry.

Perhaps my mascara was already smudged and I looked scary. I didn't care about the mascara.

I felt numb.
It felt like the blood flowing through my body suddenly became icy cold. My throat was dry.

I felt dejected.
Betrayal?

I've always been beside him taking care of him he should've asked me before doing this.
He didn't.

I reached my home and went upstairs, closed the door behind.

I started crying.

How stupid of me to think maybe someday he will come to me and tell me he has been in love with me since forever.

I waited for that day.

I was a fool.

I took out my iPod.

I thought maybe listening songs can make me feel ok.

He told me listening songs lightens the mood.

No no, this isn't happening this makes me think of him more.

I'm so hopeless.

I cry lying on my bed.

I cry alone.

I love him still.

And I forever will.