Bleeding Poetry

I'll Miss You

When you’ve been best friends with someone forever, there comes a time when you move to different states, go to different schools, and sometimes lose touch. But when you return, you’re still as weird and dysfunctional as ever before. 

When you’ve been friends with someone forever, you don’t even need to get to the punchline anymore, they’re already laughing. They already know what you're about to say and you really do start acting like an old married couple. You’re not afraid to bicker or bother them and honestly, you’re probably too attached to each other to stay mad for long. 

When you’ve been friends with someone forever, you get comfortable with silence, arguably the most awesome aspect of any kind of relationship.

You can go on talking about trips together or even just hang out without feeling like you need to fill every second with words. 

We all know that the screenshot of video calls get uglier as the friendship deepens, but people who have been friends for years take it to a new, grossly indescribable level.

When you’ve been friends with someone forever, you’ve stopped keeping tabs on who owes who what in terms of drinks bought and money spent. At the end of the day your only thought is “eh, it’ll probably even itself out eventually.”

When you’ve been friends with someone forever, you’re the one their significant other really has to win over.

Truthfully, when you’ve been friends with someone forever, they have literally been your therapist for too many years to count. They are always there for you. Always.

And now, you’re nearing that part of life when you’re starting to do the things you always sat in your room and talked about doing, like finishing school and going to college, and though it’s crazy bittersweet, it’s crazier that they’re still here to witness it just as you spoke about it before.

It gets really difficult to bear this separation. I'll miss you a lot. You're one of the best things ever happened to me. I hope you get a new beginning, a new life where you won't ever feel sad but smile wider and wider till all your teeth are visible. Hihihihi 😭

Probably we won't talk as much as we used to before, some days we won't even reply to each others text as we'd be busy with our higher studies, but that okay. I'll miss you a lot my human diary. I love you. Stay happy there and stay in touch dear.

Darshna-Mishra-1999 I love you a lot.