Being Us

Chapter Sixteen

Underneath it all I can't explain what goes on. There's a lot of chaos mad confusion. I don't know what I really want in life or who I want... I'm sad and heartbroken and sometimes I don't know where I am. I'm enlightened by very little and I hate most people just because they're really stupid.

"When should we do this?"

Grey asked plopping himself next to me on his bed.

"I'm ready when you are."

"Rina you can't just make this entirely up to me."

"I just did. You're the one that left, and you're the one who keeps kissing me then telling me we're nothing and I'm the one who's been ready for this since the first trip to the park..."

He stared at me.

"Stop it."

I said. He laughed and rolled over me.

"Get off of me I'm mad at you."

I said. He smiled down on me and rubbed my side.

"Come on Rina... You're not really mad at me it's impossible."

I smiled.

"No... I can't be mad at you... I'm still waiting for you though."

"For what?"

"Don't be stupid Grey, you know."

He chuckled and kissed my forehead.

"How about we go on a real date tonight, huh? How does that sound? No 'I love yous' no making out. Unless you really want to then I mean I guess."

I smiled wide.

"Really? Are you serious?"

He nodded and I squealed.

"Yay I'm excited."

He stood and stretched.

"Well lovely Rina. I've got to make sure the guys haven't entirely trashed my apartment so. I have to go."

I fake pouted and sat up.

"Awe done be sad baby girl. You want to come?"

I smiled and bounced to my feet.

"You don't even have to ask."

We walked through the threshold and I was bombarded by guy stench and a filthy apartment. There are a couple of drunken idiots on the floor and couch and the rest of our guys were probably in their bedrooms. I gasped as I was appalled by a nude ass sticking straight into the air over a chair. I walked over to see who it was and of course... It was dearest Craven... I grabbed a blanket and bring it over to him.

"Cray.... Wake yourself hon you're buck naked."

I started awake and looked up to me. I smiled and looked away. He looked down at his bare crotch, which might I add he is a well endowed dude, and snatched the blanket from my hand.

"You poor thing."

I helped him up and brought him to his bedroom while Grey shooed the night-stays out.

"Greyson will you clean up while I go make breakfast?"

He chuckled.

"Yes madam."

He teased.

"You know what, somebody has to take charge. Knowing you this house won't ever be clean. You'd see this mess and go take a nap or something."

He laughed and started cleaning. I went to the kitchen to start making eggs and bacon. Some of the guys woke up later on. They began filtering into the kitchen.