" let go" I screamed . " Oh ,shut up" he yelled back. There were only 3 nurses in the same block as me
, I doubt that anyone heard. " What do u want from me " I yelled . He pinned me to the wall and just stared . " Read me" he said looking into my eyes . "What?" I said scared. "READ ME" he yelled . "How?" I said trying not to cry ." How did you read me minutes ago , how did u figure out I'm not a psychopath." He yelled . "I don't its called common sense, clearly u people don't have it, that's why your here" I yelled back . Then I felt a Sting on my face as I fell to the ground . " Omg I so sorry" he said picking me up . " Actually I'm not sorry" he said looking at me . He backed me to the wall and walked closer .
" You don't like this , don't you" he said biting his lip ."why are you doing this "I said as I felt weak small uncomfortable ." because "he said ."because what,? I'm trying to help you let me in " he cut me off by yelling "oh don't say that, because the last bitch that said that drove me insane" . "Please just give me some space we can talk it out all you want " I said trying to push him of but it was worthless.
The same amount of space made me scared and he knew that ."It's driving you crazy isn't it" he said putting a hair behind my ear smirking ." just please give me space" I said weakly pushing him " don't touch me " he snapped I just rolled my eyes ."roll your eyes one more time and I'll make sure you won't be able to see again "he barked.
" how is it okay for you to touch me then" I yelled back . " It just is" he laughed . I was still against the wall and I had no space. He just stayed there and watched my face and smiled he knew exactly what he was doing to me mentally and he liked it . I felt as if the life was being sucked out of me very very painfully slow.
"Colby.... please move back "I whispered as my head began to spin. My breathing rate became faster. he just pinned his body on mine and smirked . " It hurts so bad mentally doesn't it" he laughed as he poked my head . "Please" I whispered as tears began to stream down my face . " Like you said , you want to help , so I'm showing you what it feels like , so you don't give up on helping" he said wiping a tear that fell on to my cheek.
I began to shake as my body was ready to collapse but he's body was holding me up. " Tell me what does it feel like to go crazy because I'm having so much fun I forgot " he smirked. He stayed quiet with a smirk plastered on his lips and stared . I was looking at the ground trying to catch my breath, he picked up my chin so I would make eye contact with him my lips felt dry as my head span .
" Colby.. please .. please .. please" I cried giving him soft punches into his chest since that was all I could do I felt so weak and helpless .I couldn't take it anymore. I let out an ear deafening scream and cried loudly . " Oh yh ...I think I remember now" he said as his laugh ecoed the room .I held my chest trying to gasp for air .
He moved slightly back and I collapsed to the ground . He watched me for a minute trying to catch my breath and luckily a nurse rushed in " what's going on here" she yelled helping me sit on the bed . " Honey breathe" she said rubbing my back . "Colby could you get me the water bottle from the tray " she said pointing to it . " Sure, anything to help" he said in an innocent smile. He opened the bottle and gave it to me . As much as I wanted to pour it all over him I needed it .
I took a sip and gave it to Colby ." You ok now" she asked. " yeah I'm fine " I said wiping my tears. " what happened" she asked again . I looked at colby to see him with eyes telling me not to tell or he would most likely kill me. " umm..I just got a panic attack .. because it's my first day so I was scared" I said as the lie poured out my mouth.
" Ok your session with Colby is over" she said helping me stand up . We walked out when I realized I forgot my note book and pen. I went back and picked it up of the floor . When Colby got down to my leave and whispered into my ear " liar lair , pants on fire " he's hot breath hitting my neck which sent chills down my spine. " Your insane" I yelled at him as I walked backwards to the door . " Well yh ..I wouldn't be here if I wasn't" he laughed. I left to room shutting the door behind me . I can't go in there again .😭😭😭
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50 Shades Of Psycho (Colby Brock)
FanficI got a new job In an asylum . to help people but I never knew I would end up going crazy . crazy for colby Brock