The Beautiful You

"Chapter 3"

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FORTH's POV

It's already been a few days and I wasn't able to stumble on beam. I waited on their college but I don't see him, not even his silhouette.
I tried bumping on Pha and Kit but when I asked them about their best friend, they either scowl at me or denied any information to get out of their mouths.

Beam are you avoiding me? But why? Questions that I can only asked myself for now.

After deliberating over a day or two, I asked Lam for Beam's number and damn he have it, He's a classmate and my best friend, but his connection on Beam is what I see the oddest? But before I could get the digits on Lam, He scolded me with few expletives and then called me insensitive. I asked him what did I do wrong but his lips are tight shut with a message," find it out yourself, stupid."
What the heck, How could I figure it out without knowing the cause.

Another week had passed and the moons and stars preparation had started.

Thank you K-UNI! All hail K-Uni!!
Because of your Moons and Stars competition there are lot's of times that I was able to stumble on beam, that is thanks for him accompanying his Campus moon of a Best friend. But unfortunately, he is also using and finding any reason and moment to run away from me as if i have an incurable disease. Perhaps I really have an incurable disease, and it's only you, Doctor who can cure me.
I clicked my tounge and get out of the rooftop. I lit my cig while mulling over and asking myself a hundred times on what on earth did I do to him. Then a kid run out of the rooftop and shout.
"JEEEEEEEEEEERK!!!!!" then he gasped when he saw me.
"Aw,P" The only word he had uttered when he saw me.
"Oh no worries, I'll go inside and give you your space. N'."
"Aw P'! You really don't need to!"
"No no, I think you need more time to relax, perhaps you're nervous?"
"Uhmm." he was hesitating to answer as he bit his lowerlip. This Nong is quite cute, Prettier than those stars if i say so, myself.
"Uhmmm.. It's nothing P' , Im just frustrated regarding something."
"Heh~ dont worry about it, Im sure you will be okay and get use to it." I examined his appearance and saw his college logo, Science huh~ then I teased him.
"But I think our Engineering Moon is way better and will surpass you in no time."
"Wah!! p'!" he pouted then smile with the idea.
"Haha, there, it's better when you're smiling than scowling."
"Thanks P'----." he flashed his sweetest smile.
"Name's Forth." he chuckled a little bit when I told him my name.
"P'Forth~" he says in a teasing tone.
"Haha , yeah, and don't ask my real name, since it doesn't go well with my appearance." he nodded then he introduced himself.
"Im Yo, Moon of Science Department. And--- I'll surpass Ai'Ming and be the Campus moon!" I chuckled and Tapped his back.
"That's the spirit N'Yo. But don't dream too much, Ai'Ming will win the contest, not you~" I teased him again and he pouted when The current Campus Moon get out of the rooftop.

"Shorty! What are you doing here?" he glowered when he saw me together with Yo. Heh~ are they like that?
"So what! And I have a name, not shorty!" or maybe not? N'yo hissed on Pha big time. Showing his irritation on his cute face.
"Hmph! Shorty is shorty! So now, buckle up and get inside! Don't prolong the shoot when everybody are doing their job accordingly!" Sharp tounge as always, but Yo didn't flinch, he took out a cash in his wallet and punch it on Pha's stomach.
"Here! I don't wanna owe you anything! And I don't wanna be anybody else!"
Oho~ this is interesting~
Pha glared at me and I responded the same intensity of his gaze. Then he turned his back and get inside the hall.

For a moment I had forgotten about him, but the instant I am alone and no one to talk to, my mind wanders on him. What is he doing? Where he is? What did I do wrong to him? Who is he with right now?

I took a long last hit on the cig and sighs it out of my system. Then, when I was about to pull the door knob, it ticked open.
My Goddess. My Queen. My--------
My train of thoughts stopped when he walks toward me with a glare like a tiger on a forest looking at his prey.
"What do you think you're doing?!" He asked.
"Huh?" I cant seem to process his question in my head since my eyes were busy wandering on his face. Then he asked again, louder and clearer, like a tiger roaring.
"What are tou doing with N'Yo?!"
"Huh? I talk to him only."
His face says he doesn't believed my answer on his query.
"You just talked? You didnt do anything?"
Now it's my time to knit my brows.
"Do you think I jump on any people I meet on the street?!" I painstakingly raised my voice at him. He gasped and clenched his mouth then sigh and talk gently.
"Oh-- okay, good then." But my blood is in my head and didn't just let go with that phrase.
"You think you can just outcry your thoughts and leave? How many days do you think that Ive been looking for you?" He turned his gaze----- glare at me and took a deep breathe.
"Stop that please, You and your sstalking ability. And why are you looking for me? I sent your clothes back at your place! And there's no reason for us to meet!"
I gritted my teeth and rat back.
"I dont need those goddamned clothes and there is a reason!"
"Huh?!?! Reason?!?! What reason!?" He rebutted and our voices were as high as the rooftop.
"You think that light punishment two weeks ago You've got is enough?! "
"Huh?!?" He glowered and his face shifted in disbelief, even I found myself being lame, finding any fucking words just to hold him here longer.
I clicked my tounge and pulled him forcibly closer then locked the door and pushed him on it, pinning him as I hold his wrists up above his head. I grit my teeth and glare on him, our eyes locked and he's scared as shit and his white skin is paler and he is biting his lowerlip harder. I examined his face a bit more then sighed. Then I rest my forehead on his shoulder.
"Ai'Beam." I called out his name, this time a bit gentler, when I listened carefully, his breathing is ragged and his heart is thumping like crazy, as if he run all the way here from his college. I look up at him and smile and my grip is firm but gentler.
"Ai'Beam, tell me, tell me what did I do wrong?"
"Why are you avoiding me?"
"Why am I not able to remove you out of my mind?"
"Why am I craving for you?"
"Did I do or Say something 2 weeks ago?"
"Do you hate m----"
He shut my mouth with his. Then pushed me a little when my grip loosened.
"Can you shut up for a minute, since yoyre such a chatterbox!"
"But----"
"No buts! You've got loaded of questions! How do you expect me to answer them all at once?!"
"Then..then answer my last Question...." I took a deep breathe and hold his hand, with my thumbs stroking the back of his palm.
"Why did you kiss me?" Beam's face flushed as red as those roses in an english garden then turned his gaze away.
"That.......is....just to shut you.up."
I smirked and let my queen get away with his answer, damn, Im too lenient on him. (a/n: too weak~ too soft~ kkkk xD)

When I was about to pull him inside to watch the Moons and stars photoshoot, Beam halted and pull his hand and as if a kid trying to hide something, his other hand cover the other and held it on his chest.
"Ai'Beam?" I stared at him smiling but Beam wasn't.
"What do tou think you're doing?"
"Ai'Beam, what do you mean? You asked that awhile ago but I cant comprehend it at all?" I tilted my head as I look at him.
"It's you who is confusing! You called me Your Queen, You chased and looked for me and even asked my friends. Let alone, as If you wanna flip the whole campus upside down just to find me. But then, Pha says youre flirting with n'Yo."
My jaw dropped the moment i heard his complaints. Then I grin at him,
"Ai'Beam~ are you, perhaps, jealous?" I smile sheepishly.
"Huh?! Stop feeding your mind such nonsense!"
"But Ai'Beam, you sound jealous, like a wife who found his husband cheating~" I teased even more.
"Huh!? Shut it! You're flattering yourself too much!" He pushed me theb stepped near the door, then he added,
"I'm just worried If you're trying ro go between with Pha and N'yo!" he pouted and goes inside the hall.
I scratched the back of my head and covered my mouth. I bit my lowerlip as I try not to smile too hard.
"My Queen, Are you really just worried?" I have these funny feeling in my stomach circling around like tini-tiny creatures playing inside. (tapeworm 😂jk)

But... Can anyone, please do tell me, what is the name of this feeling?

Tbc_