Last night I thought about it
How easy it was to escape
How many times you've been given the choice but you push away
How hard it is to hold and how easy to let go
How easy it is to push people because you'd Rather be alone
Last night I did the unthinkable
I did what most people thought I wouldn't do
I thought about death and almost flew
See I was caught in this world with circuits and wires
And realized we are all liars
Every day I wake up and paint that fake smile
I look at myself in the mirror and stare for a while
I cried because that girl wasn't me
She has strings on her arms and is too blinded to see
How the world breaks her down in the most cruelest way
This girl does not want to live
She does not want to stay
But she pushes herself everyday hoping it'll change like maybe the sun will come up and make her smile
But there will come a day when her world crashes down and the sun won't come up and since she is too blind she won't see the edge of the bridge as she plummets to the ground.
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Don't forget to water the roses
PoesiaPoetry for The weary, for the undecided and "can't hide it" for the somedays and will be's for the love struck and the newbies. These words will flood your mind with inspiration, how to learn to forgive, and love. Not just someone else but yourself.
