I've never done anything for the benefit of myself. I feel like I don't deserve it, like it's not fair that I'm happy And someone else isn't. I put everyone before myself make sure everyone is happy even if it means I'm not. And sometimes I do this in hopes someone will notice and make me happy but no one ever does, no one cares and I still can't get that through my thick skull. People use me and I let them. They tell me their problems and I listen and I've never had anyone to talk to and I don't mean to be dramatic but I feel like I have the weight of the world sometimes and I say I don't take people's opinions Into consideration but I do I take their advice and their opinions because I can never compose my own and I hate that because they always tell me what I don't want to hear and I hate it. I hate that I cry all the time but it's not like full on sobbing it's like lip biting chin quivering tears so I always hold them back in and it just gets held in and I feel like there's a dam I built and it's beginning to break because I can't hold it in anymore
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Don't forget to water the roses
PoesíaPoetry for The weary, for the undecided and "can't hide it" for the somedays and will be's for the love struck and the newbies. These words will flood your mind with inspiration, how to learn to forgive, and love. Not just someone else but yourself.
