A Walk Down Autumn's Path

Every Day

If someone asked me how I'd want to spend my time, I'd say I would want to spend it with you. If they asked how much time I would want to spend with you, I would say every. Every year, every month, every week, and every day. Every day from now to the end of mine spent with you would be a perfect life. Though we can't have this ideal, I will always be dreaming of it when I'm not with you. Every night, I will go to sleep with your face in my mind, and the desire to be with you tomorrow in my heart. Every day, I will wake up with your voice in my head, and the need to hear it in my chest. Every day, is how I want it.

It sounds selfish, wanting you all to myself. I don't care who thinks me selfish, you're mine forever. I don't mean that in a possessive way, no. I mean it as you're my love, and someday my wife, and the day you're my wife is the day I set the goal to spend every day with you. I want every day with you for the next eighty years. Each day one after the next, more amazing the next than the first. Every day with you would be beautiful. That's what I want. To spend every single day with my beautiful Autumn.

I want my life to be completed by you. That means two different things. I want it to be complete, and have my other half with me. I want my soul mate to live a life with me. It also means I want the completion of my life to be done by you. Whether it be an early tragedy, or a peaceful passing, I want you by my side. And then when your time comes, I want you with me. I want you so badly to be my lifelong and after-lifelong lover. I want every day from now, to the end of mere time to be spent with you, my beautiful Serenity. I love you so, so very much my darling, and I can't dream more about every day with 

"Every day with you would be an ideal. Every day with you for the rest of my life, that would be perfect."