I was the one to pull the damn trigger
As you placed the gun in my mouth
It was either this or live with your love
The love which continuously ran south
Thank you for the gun
For my life is finally done
The suffering, the past, the pain
All over, now washed away with rain
My heart is calloused, thank you for that
Now I know forever I'll build walls
I'll muster up the courage, muster up the strength
And finally ignore your damn calls
And yes I am angry and I'll look away
No one else ever made me feel that way
I hate that you did that to me
When all I wanted was to be happy
All I wanted was your happiness
And also your love, nonetheless
And every damnable summer night
I spent on tears and internal fights
Goodbye for now
I hope I won't miss you
Because I know back then
All I wanted was to kiss you
Goodbye for the sake of me being sane
And goodbye to your voice
Your voice...
It left me the choice
To never feel the same...
