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The Consequence of Our Lies✔️

Kayla POV:

Sitting around, doing nothing with my life has become way too much of a habit as of late. My bones are itching to be in some type of combat all the time now and I'm betting its because I went a few days without waking up. But it's given me an edge to myself that I like lately.

I mean I bested Lexa, even though I'm sure she wasn't using her all. But it was still the fact that I did it that had me feeling all types of good about myself.

The worst part of this though, was that I had to be within killing distance of Clarke. If I was being completely honest with myself, I was always thinking about a new way to hurt her very badly. Maybe even kill her.

But I refrained. Tessa was alive, and she wouldn't want me doing anything that could risk us saving our friends, so I held myself back.

I was sitting not too far way from my tent. A couple feet over, Octavia was at another fire station and seemingly brooding over something, like she was in deep thought. I wondered about what, and as I was about to go over there, I see Clarke heading right for her and sit completely still, not even attempting to move their way. I do however, decide to listen in.

"Everything okay?" Clarke asks her as she sits across from the younger Blake sibling.

"I've been going over it and over it in my head just trying to figure out how... you're still alive" Octavia says as she looks up at Clarke.

Clarke tries to brush the statement off of her, but asks anyway, "what are you talking about?"

"I saw you in Tondc before the missile hit" she says and my eyes widen in surprise. "I know you Clarke. Something's wrong. And then you and Lexa disappear and just happen to survive? Tell me you didn't know it was coming" Octavia demands Clarke, who has the most obvious guilty face on right now.

"Octavia..." Clarke tries to get out, but the look on her face already tells Octavia the truth.

"You let those people die. You were gonna let me die" Octavia says angrily as she gets up to face Clarke. I immediately stand up and slowly make my way over in case I need to stop Octavia from maiming the girl.

"I did it to save Bellamy. So that we could win this war. Don't you see that? If we would've evacuated Tondc, Mount Weather would have known someone tipped us off, then they would have found your brother" she tries to reason with Octavia, but she's not listening to Clarke's side.

"No, Bellamy would have never told you to do that, he would found another way" Octavia says to her.

"I couldn't take that risk" Clarke replied, her eyes begging for forgiveness.

"Right, because you're in charge now, and you decide who's disposable" she spits back at Clarke. "You'd fit right in on the council" Octavia says as she brushes past Clarke.

Clarke looks on after as she walks away, then her eyes turn to me, seeing the blank stare in my face. I just shake my head at her and turn away from the girl who used to have all of my respect.

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"I need your help" Clarke says as she comes up to me, a gun at her hip, one she didn't have earlier.

"What for?" I say, not really interested in talking to her.

"I think Lexa sent someone to kill Octavia" she said and my eyes widen.

"What!?" I spit at her and she nods.

"Lexa said she had watch with Indra, but Indra thinks she's on a scouting mission with Lincoln" she said, and I move to get my sword as I follow her to where Octavia is.