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                                         boy, you got me helpless

today i went back to the bar i met you at. i saw you there, laughing as that girl, maria, tried to kiss you again. "maria, you have a girlfriend, stop flirting with me," you said. your voice sounded so angelic. you got me helpless...

today laf and herc saw me staring at you. they laughed and teased me for being gay. they're dating though, so they can't tease me. i know they were drunk, though, and probably joking, since they're my best friends.

today i saw that girl kiss you. you didn't push her away, this time. you leaned back and let her kiss you. she put her hands in your hair and you finally pushed her away. i felt jealous.

today i went home. my father was drunk. he hit me again. he smashed all his beer bottles on my back again. it hurt. i went to the bathroom, bleeding.

today i realized that i love you.

oh, i do i do i do i 
dooo! hey! 
oh, i do i do i do i 
dooo! boy you got me
 

helpless!
look into your eyes, and the sky's the limit
i'm helpless!
down for the count, and i'm drownin' in 'em  

-helpless, hamilton

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