john
today eliza almost died.
you sat next to her the entire day, praying, telling her to stay alive.
angelica and peggy cried in a corner.
james didn't show up.
we were all emotional messes.
i kissed you on the lips.
"she's gonna be fine."
you looked into my eyes and shattered.
you sat there for hours, sobbing.
then eliza woke up.
you ran over to her.
"eliza..."
eliza
i'm still alive.
i want to die.
"i am damaged..."
"far too damaged,"
"but you're not beyond repair."
you took my hand.
"stick around here."
"make things better,"
"'cause you beat me fair and square."
i look at everyone.
"please come closer."
...
"a little further."
i looked at the heart monitor.
"don't know what this thing will do..."
i looked into your eyes.
"hope you miss me."
"wish you'd kiss me."
"then you'd know i worship you."
tears fell down your cheeks.
"i'd trade my life for yours"
"oh. my. God."
"and when i'm gone,"
"wait, hold on!"
"keep me in your heart."
"our love is God"
"our love is God"
"our love is God"
"our love is God..."
i see a white light.
my hands slip out of his.
beeping.
beeping.
screaming.
"am i dead?"
"no, elizabeth, dear. you're just unconscious. it's not your time."
i feel a pain in my chest.
i hear beeping again.
"when will i wake up?"
"i don't know."
a/n- i felt like drawing happy eliza for once legit every drawing of eliza i make is sad. just let the poor cinnamon roll be happy. ok anyways thanks for reading byeeeeeeeeee (also heathers references ololol but i changed some of the lyrics k thanks. ALSO i rushed this because i haven't updated in forever. ok bye now
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