tw- self harm
today is our one year anniversary of meeting at that bar. last month, you tried overdosing. i thought you were going to die, that i was going to lose you. but you survived.
today you told me you liked me. i kissed you on the lips, and you kissed back. i felt so happy. the happiness in your face that you lost last year seemed to come back.
today we started dating. we told all our friends. everyone seemed happy, except for eliza. she faked her smile, i could tell. i know her like i know my own mind.
today i could hear eliza crying in her dorm. when i peeked in through her door, i saw blood dripping from her wrists, with a razor in her right hand. "eliza..." i said. she looked at me, her eyes puffy, blood staining the carpet. "you took alex from me. you stole him. you took the only thing i live for from me. i hate you, johnathan laurens. i hate you with all my heart." "eliza, i'm sorry."
today eliza told me sorry doesn't cut it. she slammed the door in my face. i could hear her crying.
a/n- i kinda rushed this chapter too, also at school i have locker #668! i'm 2 down from #666 and 666 is a red locker. shidoodles. anyways ty for reading woop. also they are in college even though alex has an apartment and john went to his house, they were on summer break kthanx
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