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today i went to the bar again. you were there again. i wore my favorite sweater and some jeans. i built up my courage last night to finally talk to you.

today i approached you and introduced myself. i found out your name. i like the name alex, it's really cute.

today we exchanged numbers. today i squealed like a little girl running out of the bar. you blushed and so did i.

today my father called me a faggot. he said i was an ugly disgrace. today i got more scars on my back.

today i cried. cried because i didn't deserve to live. i cried as i picked up the razor blade.

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