the outsiders messages 3

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April 5th

Soda: I'm a horrible person.
Soda: I am a horrible fucking person
Ponyboy: Aw soda don't blame yourself for this.
Darry: Is she okay?
Two-bit: I'm lost.
Steve: Grace is sick, she's in the hospital.
Dally: Fuck
Dally: I knew something was wrong. i knew it.
Soda: She kept telling me she was fine, and i believed her.
Johnny: She always ate around us.
Soda: Yeah but the past two months she's just been throwing it back up.
Soda: I'm such a horrible boyfriend, how the fuck didn't i notice it.
Ponyboy: None of us did either, she hid it too well.
Dally: I knew she was hurting herself again, and i didn't fucking say anything.
Johnny: Is she gonna be okay?
Soda: Yeah she's gonna be okay. She's gotta start eating and get some therapy or somethin'.
Soda: But it gets worse.
Darry: ?
Soda: The only person who can come give permission to discharge her and decide whether she gets sent to rehab or not is Elena.
Johnny: What the fuck.
Two-bit: I thought that was her dad's choice.
Soda: Elena's 18, she's an adult. Grace didn't want her dad apart of it.
Soda: So if y'all see Elena you better be real fucking nice, because Grace can't leave. She can't leave, and elena can send her somewhere if she wanted too.
Dally: It's Elena's fault anyway, i doubt she would send Grace away for something SHE did to her.
Steve: This is a fucking mess.
Soda: I'm so scared guys
Soda: How the fuck didn't i notice it.
Steve: Don't blame yourself kid.
Darry: None of us could see it.
Johnny: We couldn't help her if she didn't wanna be helped.
Dally: Are you with her at the hospital?
Soda: Yeah i am. you guys can come now, she's allowed to have visitors
Soda: She just keeps saying she's sorry, and that she loves me and I can't stand it because Im the one who should be sorry.
Soda: Fuck.
Dally: I'm on my way.
Johnny: Me too
Ponyboy: ^^
Darry: Me and Twobit will come.
Steve: See you guys when you get here, ill be in the waiting room.
Soda: Thank you guys, this means a lot.