Carousel - Malvie

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Nine months later
Evie
I look over to Doug who is in he hospital room with me, along with Ben, Jane, and Carlos. Jay is out looking for the one person who I wanted to be here at this moment, even if she wanted absolutely nothing to do with me anymore.
"How could you do this to me?! To us!?" I hear her last words echo in my mind before another wave of pain hits me. I begin to cry not sure what from. Doug reaches for my hand but I quickly pull it away and try to think of the good times Mal and I had. But all I could remember that day, I had lost Dizzy and found out I was pregnant all at once. But those last words Mal said to me kept swimming around in my head. I had hoped that somehow I could wake up from this awful nightmare and Mal would be there to hold me, but this was no nightmare, another wave of pain proved that. And thats when I knew I had gone into labour.

Past...
Mal
I got up and helped Evie up off the floor then led her to her bed.
"You lie down I'm going to get you some water." I said and she nodded. I went to get that but we didn't have any cups in our room. I walked to the cafeteria and back quickly not wanting to leave Evie alone to long. When I got back she was no longer in the bed but exiting the bathroom, this time shaking.
"E are you okay?" I said and she nodded slowly. I brought the water to her and she drank it quickly before giving me the cup back.
"Mal I'm going to sleep.." she said very abruptly before walking to get into her pyjamas. I shrugged and sat down to sketch.

Present
Mal
I sat on the roof of Curl Up and Dye looking toward the isle of the lost, I had been counting the days since Evie told me the awful truth of her being pregnant and today would be her due date. I'm supposedly missing, but the secret I'm here is between me and Jay.
"Mal, Evie really needs you." He said  looking at me.
"Jay I told you a million times, she betrayed me and my trust.." I said without thinking.
"Did you ever think she could have been spelled or drugged?" He asked making me feel guilty. I crossed my arms and looked away, I was still hurt over our break up, it was long and painful. I felt a knot form in my throat and my stomach felt sick. I leaned into Jay beginning to cry.
"I'm sorry I know you don't like talking about it but Mal she's barely been keeping herself together yet alone caring for herself. FG has been forcing her along this whole time. It's not healthy. Mal.. she could die after the birth." He whispered the end of his sentence and I felt my heart skip a beat.
"Jay I just can't." I said breathlessly and I jumped down and ran off. I wanted to go, but what was said was horrible and I know running from my problems isn't healthy, but it's a whole lot less scary.