"Him" (killing stalking fanfic)

Thirteen

The music is blasting and the lights are blinding in the dim room,many people are dancing in the room.

"Hey..Are you okay?" The bartender hands me a shot, I take it and gulp it down. The officer holds my arm down, telling me to stop.

The place we are sitting at is quite quiet with only a few people having drinks.

"I'm fine,you can go back to the station if you want." I drink more and more, he looks at me with a worried face.

It's all messed up.

I don't want to think about it.

Where can I go now?

Alone again.

Freedom was all I ever wanted before..

But..

"I'm Seungbae. Can you tell me what happened between you and that man? I need information." I glare at him and the tears start to break down again, I cry and he holds me.

I just want someone to hug me..

Someone who can give me warmth..

Whenever I want it.

Sadly, there's no one like that.

All I got was someone who used me for his torturing and his sex crave.

"Hey..you don't have to say it if don't want to." He comforts me while he strokes my hair.

He the only one who I can rely on right now..

"Seungbae..." I don't know if I'm drunk or something but...I cling onto his neck and he is shocked.

"Could you give me a new life?"

"..." He doesn't say anything, he takes me out of the bar and brings me into the car.

"You're drunk." He fastens my seatbelt, while he crouches over to help me I tug his hair and kiss him.

I don't know what I'm doing right now..

My thoughts are turned into mush.

All I want..

Is someone to hold me tonight.

I take off his glasses and put my hands on his cheeks while deepening the kiss, he doesn't fight back and endures it.

After that, I don't remember much, I remember driving downtown to a unfamiliar apartment and ramming in while we were kissing,knocking down some furniture.

"Seungbae..." I gently say his name, the lights were dim but I could see him undressing.

I feel guilty

But I don't care.

His body is toned and strong, he pulls me closer and puts me on the table. His clothes scattered on the floor and some on the table.

"Bum.." He calls me, he reminds me of Sangwoo slightly, I hold him tightly and press my face at his abs.

"Come on.." I kiss them slightly and lick them, he looks at me with a troubled face.

He says nothing and strips me down, I sit on the table and he sucks on my cock.

"Aah~"I moan while sucks it deeper,my toes curl and I tug his hair.

He looks handsome without the boring glasses.

"Seungbae~Nyaa~Aah~I'm..co..coming...Haah Aaah!" I came on his face, I take a tissue and wipe his face with it,he doesn't care less. He pushes me down and starts to finger my ass.

It feels good.

"You do it all the time? It's loose." He fingers me deeper and hits my prostate eventually, making me arch my back.

"Som..sometimes..aaah! Aah!" He rams inside me and pounds in me recklessly, he groans under his breath while I gasp for air.

"Seungbae...Deeper..." I dig my nails inside his back as he rams in deeper. I clench his clothes that gives out his scent,making me excited.

Oh..so good.

"Bum.."

"Y..Yes?"

"I love you." He presses his lips on me, I take him in and out tongue entwine.

His words make me feel happy..

It touches my heart.

Someone loves me..

His warmth..his hoarse breath..every part of him..on my body...

We sweat while doing it, after a few rounds, we lay on the bed. He fell asleep while holding me.

"I love you." His locking hands on me along with his warmth.

Although this warmth is only temporary, I'm happy.

I finally found someone who would appreciate me...

Love you...

Seungbae.

~.~

"Where are you?!" The chair slams onto the floorboards, my rage unleashes.

Where the heck is Yoonbum?!

I squat on the ground and dig my fingers inside my hair, my head hurts so much.

The room is a mess, and the furniture has been thrown all over the room.

Yoonbum?

Where are you?

I'm sorry..

"Aaah!!" I scream, it echoes through the whole house, it's empty without him.

I'm going to kill whoever took him away...

You're going to regret running away..

I'm going to punish you throughly..Bum

Hahahaa..

Bum.

I'm going to find you..

Hehehaha

And you're never leaving me again..

I love you..

So give me your heart too..

Haha

You have no choice but to love me only..

And me only..

No one else than me..

((To be continued