WELCOME BACK MY LOVES!!!
Boy do I have a treat for you...
treat as in I mean more than one depressing chapters will be released today.
and alsoooo please pleaseee give me credit when you use my writing<3
I know a lot of it isn't on purpose and you probably just forget (I get it I probably would to)
but these writing pieces mean so much to me and it kinda hurts my feelings when other people take credit for it...
anyways enjoy these next few chapters, remember to vote and comment!
I finish the finale touches of my makeup.
I've been looking forward to this day for awhile now.
One of my good friends birthday parties.
When the oh to familiar feeling of suffocation breaks through my mind.
NO NO NO.
god please no.
I rush out of my room and down the stairs hoping that the fresh air or the car ride would bring this panic to an end.
I grip my phone tightly in hopes to hide my quivering hands.
I suck in a deep breath as the wheels of the car begin to go into motion.
As my anxiety goes into motion.
The car fills with water and I am unable to breathe.
My mother seems unfazed by this parallel reality.
I'm screaming
LET ME OUT.
Choking on my own sobs as well as water.
The sound of a changing radio station brings me out of my trance.
I swallow the simulated waters.
You're ok.
Just focus on the music and breathe.
My demons play hide and seek inside my hollow chest.
Who will win this twisted game?
Depression is good at hiding.
But anxiety is quick and unexpected.
Why is this happening???
Today was supposed to be a good day.
Why can't today just be a good day?
~maddie
YOU ARE READING
Colorful Silence
PoesiaStories of a quiet girl, with a loud mind. All of these pieces are mine so please give me credit if you decide to quote part of it. These stories mean a lot to me and I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them! This d...
