Two updates in one night?
Yeah I did that.
Umm MAJOR trigger warning on this shit like omg it's bad
Like if self harm is triggering to you PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS!
Yeah that's it so... enjoy?
Pure satisfaction dances along my fingertips,
gleaming slightly underneath these fluorescent lights.
I stare in awe before placing it on my canvas.
I drag it along my skin, creating a beautiful dancer moving so elegantly,
never once missing a beat.
I write meaningful words.
I am an artist, painting a picture of a beautiful and vibrant girl.
The sharp edge is my helping hand.
It helps me be the girl I'm expected to be.
My dotted vision is mistaken for cameras flashing.
Cameras urging me to continue.
Scarlet applause drops onto my floor.
With each new line it's another passage of hopeful words.
Maybe this time will be my last time.
Maybe this time I will be enough.
But for now I create pure art,
A choir with endless harmonies.
A symphony playing each note perfectly.
For now people listen.
Now people really understand the message I'm trying to convey.
I tell myself one last turn,
One more stroke,
One more verse,
Just one more I say.
Scarlet applause runs along my canvas.
Flashing cameras ask me what have I done.
Maybe this time will be the last time.
Maybe this time I'll be enough.
~maddie
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Colorful Silence
PuisiStories of a quiet girl, with a loud mind. All of these pieces are mine so please give me credit if you decide to quote part of it. These stories mean a lot to me and I hope you enjoy reading them as much as I enjoy writing them! This d...
