Colorful Silence

I Promise

I'm not even gonna say this is good, I just needed to write about this. It's not deep or anything it's just my plain emotions. This is about a friendship btw.

I care.

I won't leave you. Ever.

I love you.

I promise.

I believed you.
I still believe you to be completely honest.

I still think that one day you'll come back.
Please just come back.

You were my diary with a heartbeat.
You knew my mind piece by piece.
Now I have to settle for smudged ink.

All of my writing is laced with some part of you.
I miss you.

Please come back.

We had a connection.
You can't lie about that.
Our friendship was so pure and genuine.
Unlike anything I've had before now that I'm looking back.

Just with a simple sigh or fake smile, you knew what I needed to say.
How I was feeling.
Even when I didn't know myself.

Then you left.
I don't know why.

I have no one to talk to.
I'm not gonna lie.

All I have now is an old notebook.
And a broken pencil.

I know you read some of my writing.
So this ones for you.

This is me saying...

I still love you.

I never left.

I will always love you.

I promise.

~maddie

Hello, if you made it to the end of this trashy poem/writing piece thing... congrats it was reallyyyy bad ik.

And for the person I wrote this about, I think you know who you are, and in no way shape or form am I trying to call you out. I just wanted to let you know how I feel. Soooo I just have a quick message for you.

Heyyyy, I really miss our talks at that one restaurant we'd always go to. I miss having someone to talk to. I have so much to tell you. So many questions to ask. I'm always here if you ever want to "repair" our friendship that was never really broken. I love you.