loathe. x finn wolfhard

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(play the song whore)

"Hey babe." I greet Finn through the phone. I smile through the phone causing him to do the same. "Hey beautiful."

I look around his environment, I didn't recognize it so I assumed he was filming. "Are you filming?"

"Fil- oh uh yeah!" he replies, sounding nervous, almost. "Can I get any details?" I wink.

He laughs and looks behind him. I can hear ruffling in the back, the sound I heard was like a bed sheet. He returns his eyes back to the screen and hangs up.

Maybe he had to film? or Was he even filiming at all ..

my thoughts get interupted by an incoming call from Finn again. I accept.

"Is everything okay?" I ask him in a worried tone. Before he could answer, another voice spoke out.

"Finn!" It sounded like a female. "Come cuddle with me!" it continued.

my heart sank. It didn't exactly break. yet.

"Listen I can explain-" He spoke.

"Just come by my house if you want to explain." I hang up.

I couldn't cry. I don't know why, I just couldn't.

I felt no emotions, nothing at all. I wasn't heartbroken or felt any sadness after what just occured.

I wait for Finn's arrival by scrolling through instagram.

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I hear a tap on my window. I look over and see Finn. I walk over and open it to let him in.

"So .. y-you slept with someone else?" I attempted to say but almost broke out in tears mid-sentence. Wow Alex, now you want to cry?

"It didn't mean anything, I love you." He tried to intertwine our hands together but I pulled away. "So I give you something that meant a lot to me and you took me for granted.." I pause. "For fucking granted!" I continue, this time yelling.

"I'm sorry!" Finn yelled in response, he sounded very annoyed. I guess he thought I would just forgive him quick. he was wrong.

I grab the nearest object near me, a glass vase, and through it across the room. I yell in frustration.

"Y-you said you l-loved me!" I continue to argue.

"Well guess what? I only said it because we fucked!"

now my heart broke.

I stand there in shock. I felt more tears coming out of my eyes. Finn soon realized what he said and attempted to apologize. As he crept closer, I placed my hand on his chest signaling him to stop.

"Please leave."

he didn't attempt to win me back. He knew what he said and did was wrong, there was no way he could have me fall back in love with him.

I watched as he climbed out my window. I didn't bother to shut it.

I felt my knees go weak, as I fall onto them. I placed my hands on my face and continued to cry.

Now I seriously loathe Finn Wolfhard.

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aaaaaaaannnddd roll credits. :)