Roommate Scars

Rain 😱(made a mistake in the names)

So I'm at the gym working out this body 😊👅 and I see some car pull up that looks very familiar... oh it's nothing. Then I see the door open and there he is.... X.
We look directly at each other and I break our stares. I walk to the girls bathroom, a place he can't come in.
But since this nigga wanted me to talk to him, he came in anyways.
X: Rose what the fuck?!
Me: What?
X: You're just gonna ignore me and act like I don't exist?
Me: Yea pretty much so... why do you care?
X: BECAUSE I LOVE YOU!- look, I know I explained that I'm not ready but I love you and I still wanna be near you, Rose.
Me: No because all we did was fuck and I'm to fucking heart broken to even feel it so theirs no point.
I said trying to walk off.
He grabbed my wrist.
X: Yore not leaving me again, Rose. You can't. I thought you said you loved me...
Me: Well I lost a lot of love for you now. Same for Maz... I lost that strong feeling I had towards you both because you guys I put me to the side. I'm heart broken and I'm done with love. Fuck love.
I walked away, got in my car and drove home and cried.
I should've-
I could've-
It's just my anxiety or maybe I really do regret-
Ski- Hey ANSWER XS TEXT!
Me- I blocked him
X- why?
Me- Is this a group chat?
X- Yea I'm surprised u didn't peep
Me- But what do you want?
X- To talk to you. Stop running away from me.
Me- No, I can't. The more I run, the ore Ik forget.
X- Forget what?
Me- How much I loved you.
Ski- Not to be rude but could y'all text by yal self... yall blowing my shit up Bruh.

*unblocked X🖕🏾*
X🖕🏾- I didn't mean to hurt u
Me- But you did. It's not your fault but I can't be near you.
X🖕🏾- but I love you
Me- Not enough tho
X🖕🏾- Why do you wanna put a label on shit so bad?
Me- Bc I'm me. I wanna feel protected or as if I'm the only one. I don't feel like that until that label is their. U dont understand, I loved u. Well I love you and you telling me that you're 'not ready' was like you telling me that you're not interested.
X🖕🏾- Ok. So we can't be friends?
Me- NO! I don't want to be your fucking friend DAMN! If you can't take that the leave me the fuck alone!
X🖕🏾- Never.
I turned my phone off, ignoring anything else he had to say.
...
I came back to my phone to see if I missed anything and I decided to read my texts.
I wasn't wearing anything....
Except some lace panties and bra set that X bought me. I never through away and physical memories. But I did delete some pic of me and X. Same for Maz.
I read...
X- Are you ignoring me?
X- Rain stop
X- Rain Frances Quarts stop ignoring me!
X- I love you
X- Why do you seem to skim pass that.
X- Keep ignoring me and I will come over.
X- I know where you live, I saw you in your apartment.
I look at that all gasp at the fact that, the message was sent 20 minutes ago. Meaning he could be here at -
*Ding*
Shit.