Roommate Scars

'Weeko'💓

I got up and left.
Yes I took X's car, no I don't care...
Me- I took your car and you can come get it when you feel like but just know I'm not going back to your house.
X🗡- Okay, but were here so don't worry.
Me: What?!
I screamed.
X- Stop screaming were at the door.
Me: X IM GONNA FUCKING KILL YOU!
I screamed.
I opened the door and pulled X in, slamming the door on Ski, Wifi, and Maz.
Me: Why X why?
X: You need to talk to him.
Me: Why can't I do it when I'm ready.
X: Because even when your are ready, you're still gonna try to avoid it. Now come in.
He said opening the door.
I sat on the couch with my resting bitch face, but this time I was looking like this on purpose.
Maz: So how-
Me: Don't.
Maz: Why are you so mad at me?
Me: YOU NEVER TOLD ME ANYTHING! You made me believe that when I came back to see you that I would be yours. What happened to 'love you goodnight babe' and shit like that? You told me that almost every night and made me believe that you loved me and were SINGLE only to find out you have a whole girl!
Maz: And, I'm sorry for that but you were in love with X and I was with Chan I thought it would be okay.
Me: So you don't love me anymore?
Maz: I do I jus-
Me: Can y'all just get out.
Maz: Rain please don't-
Me: I'm serious please.
I begged.
Maz: Okay.
He said sadly.
They all walked behind them and when they left I cried.
This is why I wanted to avoid the situation. I miss him and X a lot but I'm tired of getting hurt.
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Next Day
....
Looking nice and appropriate because I'm going to go see how Siya is doing. That's bestfran well female bestfran and I fucks with her 👅👏....
I was gonna knock on the door but I have a key, I don't need to knock the fuck. Plus it's not like she hiding shit.
I go in and hear moaning.
Me: Yas my butch is getting her some dick or vagina I don't know.
I whispered.
I peak a bit to see who because she always tells me about the people she dates so I just wanted know which one of her hoes is she fucking.
I look and realize, it's X.
Me: Siya.... X.... what a beautiful surprise. My best friend and you, X are fucking. It's really funny because it's behind my back right.
I said while laughing.
Siya: Okay, I'm sorry-
Me: Don't worry, I was gonna find out some how. You were gonna tell me right, I mean they all say that. How bout you X, no shame. Of course not, you don't care about me do you? Funny huh?
I said laughing crazier and look crazy as well. I walk out with the straightest face ever.
X: Rain look I'm -
Me: Back the fuck up or I'll tase your ass, and I'm not fucking joking.
He stepped back knowing I wasn't playing. As I was waking he came behind me and hugged me, and it was off guard.
Me: Get off me!
X: Lemme ex-
Me: No! I'm tired of being hurt and having to run after fuckers like you and you and Maz.... What do you think having a broken heart is easy? I would have thought I could trust you both, but I guess I can't trust no one.
Siya: You're so unfair.
Me: Bitch what?
Siya: So you can have Maz and X? Bitch make up your mind!
Me: Ya know what, you're right. Have X and keep him, you can also take Maz because I'm dont with both of you, actually ALL OF YOU.
I slammed the door.