It was already Friday and I was nervous af. Should I be? I already told mom that I'd find my way home since I'm going to the cafe. Rox was doing extremely well at avoiding me. I hardly saw her at lunch, only during classes. The rumors were still going around about her and the math teacher, maybe I shouldve talked to her about it first? I'm heartbroken by the fact that she didn't say anything before she walked off. She didn't even ask why! Are the rumors true why she is behaving like this? She is so unfazed by our 2 years relationship coming to an end, I'm torn up. I started to get so angry, i5 didnt even realize when someone walked up behind me and touched my shoulder. I turned around so quickly that I ended up hitting the person square in the jaw.
Cris stood there holding her jaw, shouting out in pain.
"SHIT!"
"Bumbo-pussy-raaaaaaasclaaaaat-fuuuuuuccckk-Jaaaaydennnaaaa-wah the fuccccccck-daaaaaawg" Cris stood there in agony while I started laughing my ass off
"I'm so sorry man, but thats what you get when you try to run up on me."
"I was calling your stink ass name while walking up to you, what was you thinking about why you were so lost? I dont even care, i hope it eats you alive. Rody is looking for you man."
I sighed and walked away from my bestfriend, I pulled out my phone to send a text message to Rody telling her to meet me at the gate. I stood at the gate waiting for Rody, only to see her walking hand in hand with a young fem. I was kind of upset, but what got me really mad was when she kissed her jaw and told her bye.
"Lil mad or big mad?" Rody asked me.
"Who's that?" I asked.
"My girlfriend, you didnt know?"
WTF?
"uhhh no, you ready or?" Nigga I played myself so hard as I tried to think of another reason why I would've asked her out this evening. We can just talk about the rumors that she heard about Rox, right? Damn...
We walked off to get a taxi outside the school, i stayed to my thoughts on the whole journey. When we got there, I already had seats reserved since im a regular here and the waitress likes me. We sat down as she came over to take our order.
"Hey pumpkin, your regular?" She smiled at me.
"Yeah, but make it my sad regular please Britty and a vanilla milkshake and warm pecan pie for my friend here."
Britty smiled over at RJ while taking the order before walking off.
"Your sad regular?" Rj asked me.
I laughed but i didnt respond.
"So why'd you invite me here?" RJ asked
"I thought we could talk about the rumors you were talking about involving Rox."
"Well, I guess they are pretty straight forward. She and the math teacher are kind of into something but i also heard that she has a girl in 6th form as well."
Wow, i was shook to say the least. I watched as Britty walked up with our orders.
I stared at my strawberry ice cream and wondered if i'd ever get anything right? I mean, maybe I should just date Britty since she always gets my orders right. She is cute, but I don't think I would go for her type though.
The rest of the evening went by easy with RJ lightening the mood. I told her about breaking up with Rox, she told me that she had always like me but was unsure if I would go for her type. I reminded her that she was a female and that my feelings aren't based on the clothes that she wears. I paid for our food while Rody told me how great the pie was and i was kind of happy about making her mouth happy.
I followed her to her bus stop to get her on a bus, when she left I stood waiting on my bus and I was lost in my thoughts again for the second time today. When I finally got onto my bus, I plugged in my earphones to try and drown out my thoughts. My music got interrupted by a text from my bestie.
bestie bae: Baby, wanna link up later @ The Crypt?
me: def hunny
I started thinking about my outfit that I would wear this evening, maybe I can find me a dime tonight. I'm keeping my options open so i'm dressing like a soft stud. Maybe I can try dating a stem?
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