Hysteria (studxstud)

14. Jacket?

JAY'S POV

I was spending more time with my little brother as I had promised. Julio worked every day and came over when she could. I was bored as hell at home with Darian. It was summer for christ sakes! I was supposed to be living it up with my best friend but she's in the hospital and I can't visit her every day because of some hospital rule shit. I was going to look for her today though and I was planning to bring Darian with me.

I was dressing Darian when I decided it was time to call the taxi. I mean my family wasn't well off but we managed. My dad seems to have money though but he doesn't help my mom out, he doesn't help with Darian either because he keeps saying that he isn't his. It hurts my heart man, it really does. I don't know if I'd be upset if he is really lying or how I'd take it to find out that Dari really isn't his.

The taxi got here right on time as I gathered Darian's travel bag, little monster gets hungry every 30 minutes.

"Hey Jaydenna, uhh where are we going? Why aren't we watching tv right now?" Dari asked as soon as we got inside the taxi.

"Little man, why you asking that now? We're going to look for Crystal."

"I thought we were just dressing up."

I laughed at his stupid as because he knows I don't play. He sang his ABCs all the way to the hospital and I was annoyed as shit. I stared at him the whole way as well because I was trying to pick out all the similarities that we have. I mean, we have the same nose... right?

Darian fought me for his travel bag because he wanted to carry it for himself. I finally gave it to him and then the lil monster started bawling that it was heavy.. goddammit man.

We finally got to the reception area and I signed in so I could go look for my bestie. I sped down the halls with Darian running behind me trying to keep up. When we got to the room I was shocked out my MF'ing mind to see that SHANE WAS STANDING BESIDE CRYSTAL'S BED.

I mean can I get a WTF from the crowd in my mind because my woes and I must be tripping damn straight.

"Shane?" I looked at her with so many questions in my eyes because I was still shook. Maybe I'm dreaming because Cris never told me anything about seeing Shane but the funny thing is Crystal is sleeping.

Shane turned around looking surprised to see me.

"Nigga, don't be looking all surprised and shit like I'm the one that's outa place." The nerve on this child.

"Hey calm down aite, I just came to see if she was good but when I got here she was sleeping." Shane retorted. She looked like she genuinely cared, I mean after all she cheated on Cris called her a bitch then got her ass whooped for doing that. Maybe she was sorry.

"I'm sorry for everything but when I heard from her old man that she was in here I couldn't rest well without seeing her."

"Aye that's cool man, it's up to Cris to determine if she wants you around or nah."

"Damn, why is there a congregation in my room?"

We both looked over at Cris and her being the ass she is turned her head to the side to find what everyone was looking at. I hissed my teeth and walked over to her. Darian jumped up on her kissing her and saying how much he missed her.

"No one is around to help me catch Pokemon, they don't understand it like you do." Darian said with tears in his eyes. "Please don't leave me again, they are so boring and mom is going out a lot and my big brother is gone and Jay is always with Juliette and I want a puppy but mom doesn't want to get me one and I want to be big so I can do things for myself."

Cris was laughing so hard she had tears running down her eyes.

"Why you laughing at lil man's misery?" I mean mugged her ass.

"Hey Jaydenna, can you give me a minute with Ashawnia please?"

"What kind of name is that nigga?" I laughed so hard I could piss myself right there and I laughed even harder when she tried to mean mug me. "Aww, ain't you cute!" I took Dari's hand and carried him outside while telling him that we're going to colour.

Cris' POV.

I stared at her with so many different emotions, I really like the kid but she messes with my feelings so much. Ever a tek man fe eediat if yuh ask me. What would I be doing to myself if I let that tear fall, that tear that I've been holding in so long for her because she means so much to me.

"Why are you here Shane?" I couldn't look at her face, in those eyes. Too many memories that I've been trying to erase. DAAAAAAAMMMMNN I'M SPRUUUUUUNG HOOOW'D SHE GET MEEE. She kept staring at me like I had two heads and a huge nose and not my cute little button nose.

"Why you do me like that?" She looked at me with so much hurt in her eyes that she seemed genuinely hurt but could I believe her though. This is the same look she had in the bathroom that night.

"Man, I don't know if you're genuine or not but I find it so hard to believe you. Why you keep doing shit and expect me to believe you? You ain't ever seen the fault you're doing until someone else needs help, you help them but never me! You knew I was sick because I only told you! Not even my goddamn father ma and you fucking cheated on me, called me out my name. What do you want from me? What. Do. You. WANT? I can't die like this, I want to die remembering that you loved me. Why can't you just love me? You got me acting like this and shit knowing I'm a G and shit. Shit!"

She continued staring at me, no words..

"WHAT??" I actually started shouting now because I was getting hella pissed.

"I've never said it before but I do love you, I never cheated on you. I just said that because I wanted you to notice me. It was always about you're websites or blog posts that you never focus on me. You just have sex with me because I want sex and I want you to want me. It feels like you don't want me. When you hit me I was convinced that you didn't want me because if you did then you wouldn't do that would you? Thought I was just another one of your hoes." Those last words drew a tear from her left eye and she literally wiped the tear away with her left hand and said, "You know I gotta coordinate the eye with the hand."

I bust out laughing because I knew she was gonna say that, "That's my baby right there, come here and give me a hug ma."

"Well I can't really move, I'm strapped in," I lift my hand up showing her all the tubes attached to me, "literally."

She laughed and ran over to me making sure she wasn't using too much force to hurt me.

"I miss you." She said.

"I've missed you."

***

Hey, sorry for the late update but here you go.

Remember to comment and vote :)